#;35 Open that door, and let me in with you .. please

Ever felt that sometimes?
Friends pressuring you? Self Pressure?
Isn't it funny that we know its not right to be pressured
but it just comes and influences us without us evening knowing?
and how much pain/trouble it can bring along with it?
the late nights thinking, feeling, and worrying?
about something thats probably small but we're just making it big?
.. like you honestly dont want to feel it
and you know you shouldnt
but it just comes to mind?

Give yourself time,
and breathe,
let time do the telling.

Sometimes when something rocks up upon you suprisingly,
it just makes you stop and think,
you want it,
but you know you cant have it
so you put it in a box, and lock it up in your memories,
but sometimes,
like your cleaning, and you find that box,
and all the wanting and eager comes back at you
.. be strong, be able to box it up and lock it away again.
Don't let that little silly 'want' ruin what you've put effort into having.

Don't worry if you dissappoint me,
i just hope your not dissappointing yourself
Life's short, and you know it

"Break rules, kiss slowly, love passionately"
-Tin Nguyen .. thanks so much Tin for that time

You might hate your life, and think its full of shit
Dont regret the life you lived, when its taken away from you .. forever.

One day, you'll sit back, relax and you'll understand what i've been rambling on and on about.
or maybe someday, you've fallen into the same situation
you might have a better understanding at what i've just mentioned.

but then again, Maybe your thinking im completely insane
and have no idea what im talking about
and if you do, good. your getting to know me abit better :D

I want to be strong, and hold myself up when i fall
but sometimes, im just too lazy.
Being strong, makes me really tired.
I just want to be myself,
or even curl into a ball and sit in a dark corner by myself
-and push you all away, thinking i dont need you!
Will you? .. come give me hand?

and its time like this,
you'll realise and see,
who your true friends, really are.

Lets mention something positive yeah?
enough depression.
I will be seeing Harry Potter - And The Half Blooded Prince on Friday,
and Picadilly's 11.20 (come join me will you?)
I'll also be catching up with my gdpt friends,
whom i havent seen in yonks!
i freaking miss you so much Anner, be strong.
Then we will be crashing Hienn's place
Whom lives in Woooop Wooooooooooop!
to be baking cupcakes and Pizza,
i cant wait ^____________^
I really like that photo of the cupcake there,
its a rainbow cupcake,
and if i got given one like that
i'd probably never eat it and just display it forever :D .. hopeing it wont go all moldy.

I hate you,
I hate the way your so supportive
*falls into arms &sobs.

and another note,
I bumped into Melinda in town today,
awwww babe, i missed you so much
Hope your having a great time in Adelaide,
and all the best for the future.
Freaking love you; Sarahh

Trinh Hoang Thai,
i love you so much!
Even though your gayloserfagstubbornlittleboy at times
i still love youu *grinnss :D

and another another note,
i was at town today
and i grabbed some awesome pieces of clothing,
which are suitable for Winter,
My second time ever shoppign on the right weather for Winter
yayers (:

Goodnight, &sweetdreams
-xx