just a little something once in a while.

'Bold' if true.

Appearance:
I have many scars.
I tan easily. (I already am :()
I wish my hair was a different colour.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I’ve had braces.
I wear glasses.
I’d get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.

Family/Home Life:
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I have children.
I’ve lost a child.

Embarrassment:
I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve snorted while laughing.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.

Health:
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I’ve had stitches.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve had surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.

Traveling:
Driven over 200 miles in one day.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras.
I’ve been to Spain.
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve been to France.

Experiences:
I’ve been lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from the internet.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten Sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.

Relationships:
I’m single.
I’m in a relationship.
I’m available.
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper. I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve been divorced. I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality:
I’ve had a crush on someone of the same gender.
I’ve kissed a member of the same gender.
I’ve had sex with more than one person at the same time.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve had sex outdoors.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I have had sex with a stranger.

Honesty/Crime:
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol:
I’ve consumed alcohol.
I’ve smoked a cigarette.
I smoke pot.
I regularly drink.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I’ve been addicted to an illegal drug.

u havent been blogging?

Mm, yeah I haven't. Because I emotionally don't feel "right" to be blogging anything. So, I'll be back when the times right and when I'm able to pull myself back together.

Ask Friends

cheeeesey answered 2 minutes ago

I don't want today to end.

I'm having a lot of thoughts running through my head at the moment but the weird thing is: I don't really know what they are. Like, my mind is constantly running around and around or up and down even. Just, I know its working and carrying along with it train of thoughts all over the place but when I control over myself, I don't know whats working my mind. Currently, I'm crazily downloading series of movie to watch because my internet's effed up. Its suppose to be capped but then its not and I'm not throttled so *shrugs. Who knows whats up with that crap.

Tomorrow, I intend to clean out my wardrobe like I've said a million times to myself already D: Like its so messy and all over the place. including my shelving and everything :$ I don't think my mother would be very happy if she comes back and I still haven't gotten my ass around to cleaning it. So that's off to the top of the to do list.

Not a decent post, I needed to pour some things out somewhere. :\ I have no idea.

Settling everything sooner or later

As you may have realized (if you're a regular visitor) that I have changed the layout of my blog. I was lurking around the blogger site last night instead of doing my homework - and I thought I might "update template" or something. I clicked it only to realize that I'm didn't save the old html template and most probably have lost everything including cbox, template, links etc. Yeah, at that moment of realization it was practically "Fml". But anyway, so I stuck to this. These are probably the new layouts I'm guessing? Its quiet fun actually, finding my way around settling everything and sorting all this editing out. Things may still be a little out of place but I'll hopefully get around to settling everything sooner or later.

As you may have realize, today is Sunday and that means tomorrow is Monday. It also marks the days of holiday breaks also ended. School for me, and most likely alot of other people start on Monday (Us lucky ones :L). And for others, they start tomorrow. My brother starts school tomorrow and so I'll be waking up at 7.30am tomorrow to get him ready and all. I also plan to get myself out the house tomorrow and visit the state library and actually concentrate myself hopefully and get my head around to doing lots and lots of homework tomorrow. Also because, I know I lack out at home so much and its not really going to help the fact school's at my door step. /sigh.

To Sara, You know there are so many people who love you. Life may be on the rough patch at the moment. We all go through that as a part of what's this called "Life". The backpack may be heavy and I'm glad you know even though it is, you've still got to continue to walk it. But you know, if you let others walk with you. It'll ease off the load. Don't block others out. You know I love you. xo

What else, I think you guys should all take care and enjoys whats left of Holidays. Yes, I know its not even much. This Holidays went by way too quickly right? Btw, since comments are back. I'd be much appreciated if you dropped one along.

LOL! Bored ass baby.

Grab a piece of paper. Go through your wall posts and list the last 21 people who posted on your wall, including Status comments. Do not list any repeats; simply go to the next name in the list. Then answer the 41 questions pertaining to the 21 names.

When you're finished, tag all 21 people on the list, so the cycle can continue.
If you've been tagged, copy and paste this information into a new note and follow the directions above.

1. Hoa Nguyen
2. Anh Vo
3. Martin Vo
4. Tuyen Le
5. Annie Pham
6. Genuine July (Julie Nguyen)
7. Wesley Tran
8. Long Lu
9. Jimmy Pham
10. Tien Phan
11. An Tran
12. Hien Nguyen
13. Thao Le
14. Telithia Ha
15. Noellene Nguyen
16. Sara Nguyen
17. Veez Tran
18. Brenton Lam
19. Anner Vo
20. Flora Vo
21. Dang Nguyen

How did you meet 1?
Lol, um. At youth camp one time.

What would you do if you never met 14?
I'd never would've had a friend that's been known for 10years of my life.

Would you date 20?
Hell yeah, she's hot ;)

Have you ever seen 11 cry?
Mm, I'm not so sure.

Would 3 and 13 make a good couple?
Oh lord, I wouldn't have a say in that! :L

Describe 9?
He's smart and the best guy! :D

Do you like 16?
YES! She's adorable.

Do you think 19 is attractive?
Yes, just can't keep away from her :L

When was the last time you talked to 15?
Sadly, Thursday on the last week of school term 2.

Would 7 make a good parent?
Wesley being a father? If he doesn't leave his kid unattended? Then yeah i guess.

Where does 19 live?
Um, not too sure about the address. But its a beautiful house.

What is the best thing about 21?
He's hilarious

What would you like to tell 10 right now?
You are a wonderful friend, and I'm glad to have you in my life <3

What is the best thing about 18?
So innocent and to the point :)

Have you ever kissed 3?
LOL! EW! He'd smash my face :(

What's the best memory you have of 8?
I convo's with Wesley Tran

When's the next time you're going to see 12?
Most likely to be Tuesday, next week :)

Is 15 pretty?
Absolutely, she's to droool for *droools

What was your first impression of 4?
Oh wow, she seems lovely. I think.

Is 13 your best friend?
She's a great friend!

Have you seen 16 in the last month?
YES! :D She goes to my school

When was the last time you saw 14?
Wednesday (on our suppose to be group day)

Have you been to 21's house?
No, I haven't. But I'd love toooo!

When is the next time you'll see 10?
Tuesday, first week/day back at school.

Would you give 5 a hug?
Of course! If she doesn't slap at my action.

Have you ever been to 17's house?
Nope, but once again. I'd loveeee to! :D

Do you know a secret about 11?
Do I?

Describe the relationship between 14 and 19?
Lol, I don't think they know each other

What's your friendship like with 5?
Normal? Being in all my classes (except Chem)

Have you ever danced with 18?
Surprisingly yes! At the School dance thing. :S

How do you know 21?
Um, through a friend.

Does 2 have a best friend?
To what I remember, one of them being Paul Trang

Have you ever wanted to punch 4 in the face?
LOL! NO! She'd kill me first.

Has 11 met your mother?
Lol, I'm thinking she probably has.

Have you travelled anywhere with 12?
Yeah, interstate.

If you gave 7 $100, what would they spend it on?
Himself!?

What's your best memory of 2?
LOL! Lots and LOTS of things! :D

What is the one thing you most want 6 to know?
That i very very very muchly love her! :D

What was the last thing you did with 2?
Msn chat.

When did you meet 3?
Um, years back through a friend :)

dSDJFSDF, oh god. Shows how bored I am. Found this through cousin's blog. HA/

The feeling of waking up to a nightmare

Has my posts been a little too long? Personally, I don't like the thought of short posts :( Because, I don't know, I guess I feel unsatisfied with just simply short blogs? I, myself can't seem to post short blogs because, when I post them I feel upset with myself. Now, I'm not saying that I haven't ever posted short posts because I clearly have. But yeah, I just prefer not to unless its necessary. Okay, now I don't even know what I'm rambling on about :( Never mind about me, the iced coffee's getting into my head.

Today, I woke up once again I woke up with a sudden gush and just about to hop out of bed thinking I've got school and the feeling that I'm megaly late. I mean seriously, has anyone been in my position? Minutes later realizing that I'm actually on holidays eases my mind and I put myself back to sleep. I've always been an easy sleeper, anywhere really. I'm not fussy. But as I've said lately from my previous post that I get this uncomfortable and uneasy feeling at night that even though I'm drop dead tired. I can't seem to fall asleep. I don't like it. Its the feeling of waking up to a nightmare and its killing me :( I'm hoping that it'd go away soon.

Before school starts again (which is: still keeping my count, another 3 sleeps away) I'd like to do something. I just get that feeling, the feeling that I want to do something but I'm really unsure of what to do :( I hate myself for this. I wish I'd be more strong about my wants and not wants. For some reason, I just suddenly missed everyone of those lovely faces of people at school and I want to see them soon. I guess that's the up thing about school.

Hopefully, this wasn't too boring for you. Sorry, I'm such a bad writer D: I'm going to settle myself with a magazine now. Oh, I've decided to get contacts :D:D:D:D So, I'm quiet excited for them. But I doubt I'd get them anytime soon because now Sandy has to go order them for me. But, I honestly can't wait :) Take care lovely people. Drop a tag below. I want to hear from you!

succeeded in doing the intended

I kind of have to admit that without your presence, I do kind of miss your pretty face :) Another Friday, just about to pass by welcoming the weekends - the last weekend of my holidays :( Yes, I'm expresso depresso about school starting again and all. Today, I managed to pull myself together like said and start on some homework. And for once, I succeeded in doing the intended *proud face. I did my Math Journal because I had ruined the original ones and started on my Physics. Yes, "started". Physics is just simply too hard for my brain function and them two don't mix well together. Tomorrow, I want to clean my wardrobe. Like literally, if you open the doors - you'll have a heap of clothes flying out at you. Hey! but don't get my wrong. I don't have much clothes at all :( Like I literally have none. Care to take me on a shopping spree with you? Your shout. It'll make me happy.

Somehow, I managed to fit in about 8 episodes of The Vampire Diaries in; I am not up to episode 14 and I don't want it to end. I'm going to need to find myself other company because I've finished Gossip Girl and I can't wait for Season 4! :D Boy, is that shit good or what!? But I guess it shouldn't be too bad since school's just around the corner, literally. By then, I probably wont even have enough time to sit myself down for a good watch of it. I'm going to miss this so much D: Oh, and another thing.

Right now, I'm craving waffles with strawberry and icecream, breadtop and realllllly good iced coffee. Another fact, I am, a very fussy person about Iced Coffees. They need to taste right. I go to different places and try Iced Coffee. But I've only really found one that suited my taste. The ones' from Cafe Barun is quiet the thing (Y) Drop by it and have a try. Its quiet lovely, interior, exterior and its food and beverages.

Oh, Tien Phan on Wednesday took me to eat at this vegetarian place called Zen. I think I had a hot plate and it was soooo good. Though it had way too much green stuff for my liking. I kind of never got around to eating it. ROFL! Because we didn't have enough time *shifty eyes.

Uncle just told me I had to sleep at 11 today, in order to get back to my school routines. Not like I had any in the first place with the constant late nights and late mornings anyway :P Therefore I plan to shut myself in my room on my comfy bed along with a cup of coffee or tea and set my night away with movies stacked on my shelf :D It better be a good night. Speaking of sleeping. I've been having rather late nights (as per usual), but the thing is I want to sleep but then I get this uneasy feeling inside me and it just keeps me up all night long :( Please go away, I don't like you.

Enough rambling. I'm going to leave it at that. Take care and stay safe. Enjoy what's left of the holidays kiddos. Don't stay up too late. Goodnight and Sweetdreams. xo

Hope, keeps everyone alive

I just counted the calendar hung upon my wall, and there's four more days left excluding today will my term three of schooling starts once again. That means more work, more late nights, more early mornings, more stress and more of everything :( Holidays' have been great for me even though its been entirely unproductive and not that fun. I enjoyed my time at home, by myself, watching dramas and just simply having a good Msn conversation with great friends. I'm going to really miss the relaxed, free time I've got on my hands at the moment D:

Today was meant to be my day of getting myself back together. Lettings things fall back in placed and get ready myself for "back to school" mentally and physically. Epic fail. I was suppose to get homework started and hopefully be half way done. Another epic fail. Instead, I was out shopping with my little brother :D I spend way to much time shopping, Wednesday night. I was suppose to be out with the lovely people but things went crazy and nothing went according like planned but then I ended up spending the day with Tien Phan. We shopped and ate and by the end of the day my legs were dangling tired. I went to bed early because of the pain and slept around 12. Yeah Jimmy, that's pretty early for me :)

This should just be a quick post. Because its like 12ish and I shouldn't be having the lights on buttttt, meh you guys first priority I guess? ;) The more you try to forget someone, the more you'll start noticing them. I guess that implies to everyone. I'm trying to get some early sleep and have a productive day tomorrow (hopefully, and probably the most productive all holidays :P) But anyway, you kids stay safe and have loads of fun for whats left of holidays. Loving you guys & girls so much. Btw, don't forget to drop by my Tumblr and Formspring to drop in a question ♥

Tired, disappointed, stressed, and exhausted. What more can I say!?

dfahdjfk!

I suddenly had this feeling, a feeling that shattered me. I'm scared, I don't want to feel this way. I feel like I am a stupid little bitch. Suddenly, I feel that I'm no longer who I thought I was :( Knowing that you're always here for you, my sudden mood swings. My bitchy behavior, my unwillingness to give up until I get my way. I know, I feel so silly now that suddenly I feel that for the one hundred percent you've put into me. I've repaid with no where near to what you deserve. Me, always complaining at the fact your efforts aren't worth anything. I feel stupid :(

Please forgive me.

Thats right, your life is the most precious thing you've been given. So make the most of it, go out there and have some fun! :D &, be sure that you've got a bunch of people who love you till their heart stops beating. You're never alone.

embrace yourself towards your loving passion

Hey there guys, and my lovely girls. Today, once again (probably mentioned this a lot of times already) marked the start of my last week of holidays left. I counted, just another eight days till I have to drag myself back to school to start Term Three of year 11 :( I am disappointed in the way I've chosen to spend this term's holiday break, and hopefully - this week will be a lot better :) Also, I'd like to thank Huong Lam for droping by and passing on a lovely comment on the cbox. It was soo sweet and lovely of you sweetheart, since I'm here. I'd also like to suggest and think you through to her blog An endless dream!. She writes exceptionally well (Y)

I'm feeling, better then yesterday, today. I'm more bubbly and happy chappy like I should be usually, like I'd love to always be but you know, sometimes life doesn't always give you the things you want. I was lingering around on Tumblr when I noticed this particular text and it was something along the lines of:

There will always be a "lie" in believe,

an "over" in lover,

an "end" in friends,

an "us" in trust,

and an "if" in life.

I don't know why, but the text caught my attention right away. I believe in a lot of things, I'm gullible and indecisive and I know that life, still has so much more to teach me. And for everyone still out there going through those tough times. I know you know, that you should open up and let others in there. How hypercritical of me to say this, but open up and let others in, because they are those who care. Who want to help you, trust me. There are those who love you oh so much and if helping and being there for you is causing them trouble. They're willing to do it, just what hurts them more and you not letting them help you.

I don't know why that came to mind, but keep that in your mind. Like I'm going to try keep it in mine :)

I just had the biggest dinner out of those whole week, and not surprisingly its with the family. Whenever I'm with family, I tend to eat a little more then I ususally do. Today, I had two meals (Which is a good start right? Eating police of mine on Formspring!?) Then we headed out to do some food shopping. I love food shopping so much, because I tend to have a pack full everytime /giggles. Its not silly of me to love food shopping right? I'm sure there a many others out there that have the same passion.

Another thing, on Tumblr, I swear you see so many pretty food that just makes you drool almost instantly D: I'll post some up in the following blog post yeah? Get those tissues ready otherwise your desk is going to be flooded with drooling crap! :L

Take care, stay safe and make the most of your time being free. And, Jimmy Pham. Remember you're heading to bed early tonight for the big school day tomorrow :P Otherwise, an alternative option is that you can head down here and be school-free? :) Loving you all loads, xo

Cause baby tonight, the DJ's got us falling in love again ♪♫

I'm here to apologize for the weird posts I've been writing and posting up recently. It's never truly fulfilled with all the things I want to say, the things I actually want to post. Its become less recent of me to be writing down posts. I use to look forward to signing into blogger and reading all those lovely blog updates and then write my own with everything I want to say. But recently, the lack of emotions and interesting factors of life haven't seem to be coming to me much. Also, since I'm here: I'd like to say HELLO to Linh Nguyen for constantly dropping by my blogspot and supporting it. It means a lot to me and I'm sure to all the other blog writers.

Week one of holidays has now officially ended. Only eight more days until I, myself and all the other schoolers return back to their schooling and study their asses of :( Yes, I don't like school very much - one thing, I was laying in bed last night and it just hit me that, I've only got more than a year left of high-school study until I move on to the next chapter of my life. I suddenly felt scared, the big world out there seemed to be a little frightening to me :\ Maybe I'm just having some sort of anxiety about it.

I just watched Eclipsed and boy it was so good. Another thing, I know Taylor Launter is hot and all, but boy if you had to put up with his photos being re-blogged so many times on the Tumblr dashboard - You'd soon get sick of it like me. I know he's cute and all and I think that too, its just. Yeah.

I'm hoping my second week of holidays will get a bit more productive. Less sleeping in till like 1noon and eat more meals in a day. I'm seriously sick of this habit of not eating proper meals in a day! :@ Fucking, eat properly will yah'!

Anyway, thats all for tonight. I'm going to get back to the family dinner. Ttyl. Keep safe, have fun, enjoy your break & I' love you all.

So dance dance, like its your last last night, of your life life So dance dance♪♫

Its funny how one song, never fails to remind me of you ♪♫

Right at this moment, I just want to roam the nights' city under the rain. Even though the weathers so poor in Adelaide at the moment with all the heavy blowing winds and cold air throughout the day :( I hope the weather will get better soon and that it won't be as cold anymore. I'm really sick of the thought of staying home because of this bad weather. Rain rain, please go away and let the sun come out to play :)

I'm sorry, but I honestly don't know how I feel. I don't know what I want. I'm indecisive and cannot do anything to change this bad thing about me. I don't know what I want, I cannot tell you how I feel. Right now, I'm sick of my fucking self so much that I just want to run away and get lost from this city of hometown. I want to be in a place where no one knows me and just do whatever the fuck I want.

Just, leave me in my own peace

Show some gratitude in life :)

Today, I received an email from a dear friend of mine, Tien Phan. She emailed me this, and I thought I'd be lovey to share with you lovely people. Its not those "forward" emails that you receive and if you don't continue you get eternal bad luck. Its quiet a lovey passage. Read on.

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: "I am blind, please help." There were only a few coins in the hat.

A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words.

Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, "Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?"

The man said, "I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way."

I wrote: "Today is a beautiful day but I cannot see it."

Both signs told people that the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people that they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?

Moral of the Story: Be thankful for what you have!... Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively.

When life gives you 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.

The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling. And even more beautiful, knowing that you are the reason behind it!!!
Catch yourself when you start complaining about what you don't have. Remember, where there is life, there is hope.

If after reading this email you really felt touched and you liked the story, I suggest you share it.

Remember, this email could change someone's life..

Enjoy your day with a heart of gratitude.

Hm, its Wednesday today, and soon the week will be over. Then there's one more week left of holidays until its back to school time. Boy, Term 3 ahead isn't a very happy thought. For some reason, I don't feel too good. I feel heavy, like I've got a truck load of things to pour out but I just don't know where to start. But then again, what is there to say? I have no idea why I'm feeling so down. I'm hungry but I'm still full from my last meal (Which was breakfast). I've gotten myself into a very bad eating habit and schedule. I don't eat enough meals a day and never proper food :( I wished I had a better eat order but I'm the only one to blame for this mess. I feel like even my words are even falling a tad negative.

I'm not going to write anymore, till next time. Otherwise, I'll turn all you lovely kidds into an espresso depresso.

Sarah

- because everyone deserves a little hope in their life

“School was getting rough because I had no computer to write my essays on.
That summer my English teacher gave me a brand new laptop that her and her husband bought for me.

She said, “I heard you saying you needed this. The password is college, because that’s where I hope you’re going.”

She GMH.”
— Cassie A. Worland, WY

A man came up to the window at my Starbucks this morning and said,

"I do not know the person in line behind me, but I would like to pay for their coffee this morning. Tell her to have a great morning."


She was astounded and so grateful she did the same thing - and so did 5 other people this morning.

Pay it forward!
- Kyrstin, Grapevine, TX

I was sitting with my 5 year old son waiting for the train.

He noticed a US Marine sitting a few feet away. He walked over and tapped him on the shoulder.

He looked up, and without hesitation he said "Thank you for serving our country."

He shook his hand, then came back and sat down next to me. My son GMH
- Sheila Mant, Boston, MA

Facebook me, biatch. Sarah Chau Phan

Firstly, I do want to plead a little guilty. I've been so into Tumblr lately that I've been focusing more of it then blogger. I'm sorry. But I'm not one hundred percent of guilt because, its not only because i fancy the new and forget about the old - Lately, I haven't been feeling my best to express it all out. I sign into blogspot everyday and attempt to write something, yet I don't ever end up posting one unless necessary because it simply doesn't feel right. Though, I do update myself with all the blogpost that I follow and they simply are all wonderful of all kinds!

As you know, I've been living through some down moments. "The down side of life" you may call it. There are some situations in life that may be hard to move forward on from but time has proven to help me a lot. I'm not one hundred percent to be at my best now so don't expect too much. Yet, I promise I will be a lot better (hopefully).

As you may know that the Adelaidian's are officially on their holiday break. I hope you guys all a wonderful and lovely, safe holiday. I'm sure, myself and all the other seniors are in need of a break after their exams and all. At the mention of school, I received my report through post today and boy did I almost faint when I read through it. As per usual, I bet my parents to it because I'm sure they wouldn't want to see it anyway :P &, I'm sure you guys wouldn't want to know about it. So, moving on.

Even though holidays have only reached my doorstep for nearly 24hours worth. I've been spending the weekends and today waking up later then 12noon. I really dislike waking up early because I seem to hate wasting time when there's so much I can be doing. (Even though, there isn't much for me to do anyway). All weekend, I've been watching movies/dramas/shows and haven't gotten around to anything productive. I really do need to change that because its simply not the way to be spending your holidays.

Anyway, just a little update. I promise I'll keep my blogposts the best I can to come. With a little bit of Tumblr in between of course. If you're missing me, hop onto Tumblr and check it out. I can guarantee its the bomb ;D I'm heading off now and I'll keep you guys in contact as often as possible (hopefully, everyday since I'm not that busy). Take care, have fun and stay safe!

Hey there you,
You're simply not the one I knew anymore. I feel a sense of strangeness in between us. I can't seem to be able to understand your actions and I have no idea why you'd do such a thing. Like I could before. Maybe, that things just simply can't be erased from previous actions. But I did hope that you'd learn from your faults and mature. Yeah, you're moving on. And I'm honestly more then happy for you but please, don't hurt anymore then you already have.
With love,
Sarah

A fresh new start, hopefully.

Welcome to the Holidays. Welcome you to my blog. Welcome back the happy Sarah Phan.

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
— Marilyn Monroe