Well, I guess where should I start? Hello again - if you're reading this, you must really stalk me because it's been probably 456484545 years since I've last blogged/ranted. But nevertheless, if you're here just read on & do come back. Still once again, leave comments/tag cause I really do appreciate it & it really does make my day! :) So, how have you all been? I've decided to blog again since I find myself regularly checking updates on the blogs I still follow. So, if I do follow
you I still love you and keep myself updated on you on a daily basis. No need to fear.
Let me tell you about myself, and ever since I've last posted shall I? Well, it's 2011 - so
Happy Belated New Year even though its' almost the end of March I do wish that the year's started off a lot better for you. I wouldn't say it's been too bad for myself but yes. So, this year I'm contemplating myself with the last year of Highschool - Year 12, it's a big year and I have tried to put every effort into school this year & hopefully, it'd get me to where I've wanted to reach :) I hope same goes for you too.
This year, and the end of last year has been a lot of a change for me. New people come into my life, and some old people left. But, trust me - I'm not complaining. I think the journey through highschool has eventually dug into me that this is basically how life works. So, if I can't do anything about it I'm not going to rant about random shit that can't be changed. So, last holidays (is probably where I'm going to start) - the thought of finishing Year 11 was great, but knowing Year 12 was just around the corner didn't bring much joy. As much as I wanted to prepare myself for year 12 and intended to study hardcore in the holidays - I didn't. Though, my mother decided to bring me to her work; this is because she reckon's I don't know the meaning of money and I don't use it wisely, I don't understand the hardship and whatever follows. It was either that, or I go dig myself a job ... which I highly doubt would happen. So I took on that quest.
It turned out better than I expected. I love all the people at work - I met a lot of new people and obviously there are still some that you don't get along as well as others. So yeah. What else? So I spent all summer working, chilling out with friends. At the mention of this, I did take on my yearly camp with my interstatener friends - it was the time of my life trust me. I will post photos up (probably following this post) but either way, I had a tonne of fun and I still, till this day miss them dearly.
I don't know why, but I don't feel like I'm satisfied with my life at the moment. Though, whenever I think this I drown myself in guilt because I know I'm here complaining about the shit of my life when there are others who are a lot less fortunate than I am just wanting a normal life. So, meh - I'm 50. 50. Well, school's started as you may have known and I'm rolling well (I think). Though, I've managed to let myself fall behind some work which I will start stressing about late next week or the week after - trust me.
I really wanted to dedicate myself to work this year, but I think I'm going more than enough :( Trust me, I know it's bad but you need to be in my position to understand. Talking about this, I recently celebrated my 17th birthday on March 5th this year, my friend who's a lot older than I am sweetly organized a surprise party for myself at his house. I was delighted and would have to say it's been the best thing that's happened to me this year. For my 17th, I had four parties - 1st, with the girls, 2nd - the surprised one, 3rd one at a family friends, 4th with just family. It's been the best birthday year, and I thank you all so very much!
I don't want to be feeling this shit about something I don't even know why I feel shit about. I don't know what it's about, where it comes from but I do hope it goes away.
Now. It's 2.29am and somethings eating me up inside and I can't seem to fall asleep. I've tried watching movies but I still cant. Which turned out to be a good thing because it's brought me back to you lovely readers. The fact now Tumblr's packed since everyones moved to it - sorta puts me off. Either way, I'm going to find something to occupy myself tonight :)
& Since I'll be blogging again, please drop by for regular visits. You have a lovely weekend, stay safe and stay smart!
