#;63 people change, but sometimes its only for the best

goodafternoon yo!
i know i havent done a very good job with blogging these days
but i can promise i'll try to do a better job soon (:
with more recent blogs
but .. like who reads my blogs anyway ):
except for my lovely followers- thanks guys

Well today i had the typical asian thing to go maths and viet on a saturday morning
how fascinating aye! i bet everyones jealous *rollseyes
im still trying to learn how to improve on the layout of my blog
-im still working on that, so here's the under construction notice
it might be all over the place for another couple of days, weeks? :D

Maths was something different today
Joanne's class joined our class
so it was kind of packed like crazy!
but it was lovely that today i actually, cause i met some lovely girlies
Joanne/Joanna, Bec and Helen
pretty awesome aye. but i kinda felt bad for our teacher
cause it was hard for him to handle such a big class
and we werent really paying attention to him either ><"
but we talked about such random things it was so funny.

Viet was horrible like always
dotn get my wrong though, my peeps are awesome
its lovely to see them, my highlight ever would be seeing those lovely people
but my teachers are muthafucking bitch!
honestly she says she doesnt want to say things obviosu out
and then the next minute she starts lecturing the whole class about it
-she says she doesnt want to mention any names
and the next minute SHE PICKS ON ME!
what a fucken bitch =___________=

today was such a hot hot day
it was quiet lovely in the morning
but when it got to the afternooon it got quiet stuffy and hot
so mehh i dont give a shit

is it that hard to talk to me about it?
i just want things to be normal
thats why i fucken ask you about it
you cant change whats fucking happened
and cant just pretend it hasnt happened
why cant we just be .. like before? and be able to talk about everything
and act all fucking i dont even want to fucking talk about it
you can piss me off so bad
and i just want you out of my mind

people do change - but sometimes its for the best of both

anyways, i shall be off to find some food
-meanign moreeee fooood :D
goodnight ladies and gents.
x

#;62 let my hair fly into the windd

good'ay folks!
yes i do have a million things on hand at the moment
even though it does seem like i have lots of free time
-enuogh to blog
but hey, its just some relaxing part of my day
where i can just sit and type my fingers off (:

been up to anything much?
and i thought year 10 was nothing, oh gosh !
i do have the homework here with me
but meh, cant be stuffed doing it till later?
(as for when 'later' will be, i have no gurantee :D)

As for now i feel like a good colddd drink
then do abit of chilling and watch some tv
and thennn i'll get to homework .. later
ahaha, this is why i always have a pile to do
and i always seem to do them before the due date

thats all folks,
see you soon when summer's here
and the weather today was quiet hot though,
abit sunny for my liking buuutt i'd prefer that then the pouring rain
catch ya`h laters.
takecares. x

#;61 do you remember, that one day .. back then?

Summer's finally kicking in
with these fairly hot and windy weather
i felt like another blog before i hit the beds
im actually trying to succeed in downloading this serious of drama for a friend
and currently, im doing quiet a good job (y)

i actually quiet like this weather
even though it has brought me my second ever hay fever
well, it was really but i'll still consider it

i havent been up to much today, nothing special
yeah, i thought i said in my previous blog that i get to spend soem time on my pile of homework- epic fail.
I had some family time today, eating and more eating?
so i got up to nothing,
and plus, my fridge isnt working
so we had to take everything out and god, the kitchen was full ><"

Last night i felt pretty shitty for some reason
i got out of bed for no reason a million of times
annd currently sitting here with a cold

everyone around me has their own life problems to deal with
they dotn need to add another shitty one of mine
-but just saying that; i dont even know my problem

im asking myself this specific question a lot lately
but i sure cant come to an answer
i dont know, its quiet complicated
or rather, im just making it complicated
there's always this option that i can just turn away
and carry on with my life, the way its going
but thats just how life is, you want what you cant have

i dont know what i want
im turning myself towards all this shit again
god sarah! just stop all this and face it
*breathes out
dont mind me rambling on about all this shit

goodnight ladies and gents
i shall fall asleep nows.
takecares; xx

#;60 smile like never before

just some amazing, adorable images i found while surfing the net.

ahhh, these good old times where i can just sit at the computer

-drink ice coffee and surf the good old net (:

if you've been around me lately
you wouldve noticed that im filled with homework
and everything is due and i havent started

well, maybe just a basic start :D

but im being a good old kid and actually trying to do them before they are due

schools a blur to me lately,

havent been out and about a lot becuase im so filled with work

but i guess things are slowly slowing down now (:

which is a good thing

i got 3 assignments done, in two days. pretty good huh?

i still though have another pile of homework waiting for me to do
but mehh, i really cant be bothered anymore

i'll try to find some time tomorrow to do them (:

..highly doubt it though :D ahaha

i was just surfind my friends blog

and one of her blog titles read

'finishing a good book, is like leaving a good friend'

i totally agree with this statement

because whenever im about to finish a good book that im reading

i purposly slow down a bit because im too scared to finish it

though i eager to find out the ending

things go abit sad when i turn the final pages of the book

and set the book down

yeah i havent been reading much anymore ): its a shame

about my day today yeah?

i've got school today, yeahh school on a saturday morning

school meaning Maths and Viet =______=

maths' is alright

im not sure if i've mentioned this but-

we've got ourselves a new teacherhis name is Terry LE

he's a good guy, i quiet like him- though he speaks kinda fobby.

but its funny, he has a good sense of humor (y)

then after maths i have what i totally hate, Viet school

though i do get to see him after such couple of days

but the teacher hates me, and i hate her
im sure i've rambled on alot about how much i hate her in my previous blogs,

so i dont really need to recap on my hatred or shall i say dislike against her =="

i dont think i have much to write about today

i want to make myself a phone chain

if i cant find one i like

i seriously cant find one ANYWHERE! =="

so im on my look out at each and every shop for one

my phones wayyy to simple .. and plain and boring!

oh, at the mention of my phone

i've officially moved onto my plan guys!

yes! FINALLY! so guys, contact me and get it

the story behind it is that i've acccidently locked my phone

and now need my puk number, and i cant get it cause i dotn know my account inf+

Sunday, 25th 2009

Goodmorning lads and ladies

its bright and early on a sunday morning

and while everyones out at my house

i have to stay home and dig my head into my pile of homework

ahahs, yeah as you can probably tell by now

im probably just going to continue to ramble on about my homewokr

not to mention my exams are in three weeks

i've never hated term four so much =="

because it usually has always been that its the end of school year

meaning PARTY! but not this time ):

muthachucker! i hope school dies in a hole!

why did things have to change?

with .. you?

i mean, things were great the way it was

but now that somethings occured

i just thought things would be different

but but i was happy to see that it hasnt,

and really im just glad

that between us there's always the friendship

and nothing cna change that (:

i do hope your happy with that something

and i dont know, that greeting was just something special

.. maybe just to me

im just so happy things are normal and wil continue to be normal

actuallly, even i dont know what im on about

.. you'll always be my exception :D

thats all, its 11.26 and i still havent ate breakfast

*tummy grumbles! thats my signal to go find some food

thats all for now

and im sorry for leaving my blog for such a time

without regular post i'll be getting around there soon

have a lovely day. xx

#;59 just simply take my hand and fly me away

i was doing some blog reading before and i realize,
people really contribute towards the three little words ''i love you''
okay, yeah they may not be little
but you dont just fall in love once!
your luck if you do!
but really, dont go telling someone off as they say i love you alot to people
you hasnt had more then one partner?
who has really just told one damn person i love you
you go through many relationship in order to learn to take one for granted?
you develope and grow into being more mature

you fall in whats so call ''love'' a lot of times in various stages of life
i dont want to sound like the hypocrite who tells people not to judge 'love' and then go judge it myself!
but really, from my point of personal view
and you may disagrree with it (and surely, i'd love to know why)

words said just cant simply be taken back
with a sorry or, i didnt mean it
i hate it when that happens
you've just got to learn to take the consquences for your actions
so before you say something next time,
ask your self are you ever going to regret saying it?

#;58 (8)..picture me, picture you in loveee

its been quiet some time that i feel like i havent properly blogged
and because today, is like a fridayyyy
(which means the end of week one of schoool; which also sums up to just another 4weeks of school excluding exams and work experience)
boy oh boy! first two weeks of school has been stressing already =________="
with like a kajillion assignments due in week one and two
its like we're, or just i'm suffocating and stressign from it
but i've managed to complete an religion oral and a sose oral all in just one week
pretty awesome aye ;D

thats two down, and probably a hundred more to come?
ahahas, okay im just abit over excited to weekends!
no school, which means time to try to complete more work
yeah, pretty sad aye! im just not in the mood for all nighters at the moment
but the sader thing is, i've spent two whole lunches completing my design assignment which was due at the enddddddddd of last term O_____O"
but mehh, and schools been alright?
it doesnt really matter anymore, i dont give a shit about what those people think about me
cause it doesnt matter! as long as im happy then everythigns fine again,.

*sighhs! it feels like forever since i was able to sit down and read my own little book that i picked out from the library >__________<"

im planning to get on with some of my reading soon

and that i give the library a visit soon and pick out something good to have a read

the only thing im really reading these days..

-are really my textbooks, magazines and blogs

I havent been able to dip my toes into the hot grainy sands,

and being chucked into the big openning waves at my lovely beachees

-enjoying my hot sunny weathers *fists at the bloody weather,

maybe im not much of a raining girl

but i ulterly hate this weather,

raining/stormy/thundering then sunny and breezy!

its so not cool, i hate it

especially at night- after a long night filled with homewrok

and you just want to get some good night sleep then BAM!

you hear all these thunder comming at you!

its just *shakes head*

thats all for tonight bloggers!

goodnight and have a lovely afternoon and weekend

=_______="

FUCK YOU BITCH! GO DIE. grrrrr

#;56 (8) back in the futuree

rah rah rah (: hey there my lovely peeeps!
long time no hear? i guess?
im sorry its been a while i've blogged but its because alot have been happening
and im still trying to all take things in?
but its good that everythings sorted out now.
i havent had much happening
what about you?
hope you've all had a lovely holiday, catch up and eat and do homework
(i havent done any of mine >_______<")
but, i do have a good excuse?
i've had a cousin come over that i've mentioned in my previous blog
its been yonkkkkks! that i've seen her
and so we've done some good catching up (y)

jsut a quick blog cause i have some time
i really gotta start pulling myself together for school again
no more late nights and late mornings ><"
dammm, i've got school tomorrow
wasnt a school today cause i was sick
.. and the run didnt make things better

did anyone get scared by the thunder happening last night?
.. i surely did T______T
(but surely thanks to him for being there for me while i talk nonsense and falling asleep on you)