#;86 I fake my smile, just to see yours

God damn i miss you so bloody much
its not till your not here that i realise how much i need you
argghhh, this isnt coool *hmfff

Its quiet late and im still on the comp
after my late night dinnner
.. yeah for those who know i've spent more then ever eating dinner at this time of the night =="
ha! yeahh, but really I've gotten so fat over the past few weeks
and nooooooo, its not the 'fat' where some skinny as person calls themselves
.. but like im actually getting FAT =s

So this isnt coool either,
Mum and I had a change of plans
instead of just staying for christmas dinnner
we're gonna stay for a week
but we'll be staying at a 4star hotel

Yeah dayum right guys!
be happy and love life
and always know that you've got much more then what othhers have
yeah its the typical thing .. 'your lucky to be here, arara'
but mehh its something i'd like to bring up

thats about it,
just thought i'd like to blog something for you guys
you know you love me &that i love you
x

#;85 your heart is where true love draws

Work experience is officially over today

Hey there guys,
for those who does know
im officially capped from the net therefore i havent been blogging much
I've had such a wonderful time on work experience
for the pas few days i've been putting new stock on the shelves
.. and also pinning security tag

I work one store away from Kylie
and Ann just down the streeet
we'd have lunch together everyday
and listen to our complaint stories
so yeah, that was gooood (y)

As everyone knows,
i'll be attending a family wedding sooon
and i've been looking for a dress and some shoes
and these days my mission has been completed
After like toturing Thai with an hour of walking up and down Rundall
-looking for a dress and then also Lieu making them find a dress with me

I had a choice out of 3,
one which will be in store on Friday
one from Pilgrim which was adorable but the price was shocking
and the oother was also from Forever New but the smallest size didnt fit me
and it was tooooooo long D:

I also found some shoes,
Globalize white ones and Bett's Elegance shoes
so as you can tell, i got those Bett's one for $76.99
generously, my oh so great boyfriend purchased them for me :D
dayum, heels are so hard to freaking walk in
i was trying them on, and almost sprang me ankle
wish me luck on the big night D:

And i also decided on the Forever New dress
as below, so im all goood
im leaving Wednesday, so gooodbye ladies
i'll try using some net up there and keep you guys updated

Its a shame i cant be heading to Vee's 16th that week
cause its held on the same day as the wedding
and i'll be staying in Sydney for a weeek
so im gonna make it up for her some how

im gonna head off for soem foood
takecares, and until next time
you know you love me
x

#;84 hope dangle's on a string

hey there folks :)
Its been a few days since i've last blogged
im sincerely sorry,
a lot happened that i eagerly wanted to tell you guys about

Saturday, 21st November 2009
Maths school was mehh, our class had to join Ken's classes again
so it was bludge, we just stayed in other people's classes
and just sat and talk
anddd we ate wicked sticks and smacked each other
and rah rah rah
its our last week next week and I hope Terry will be back by thennn

then at Viet schoool we had 'Sports Day'
the day was an epic failure
the games were so dodge oraganized and no one heard anything
but i swearrrr you guys should've been there
when Martin &Hoa partnered for three legg race
they hella cheated and so came first!

Sunday, 22nd November 2009
Didnt get to do much, just slept in and had a casual family dinner

Monday, 23rd Nomvember 2009
Went to school at 11 and attended the Year12 farewell assembly
then a little Work Experience thing
then a small christmas liturgy
which was pretty gooood (y)

THEN TODAYYYYY,
i had work experience todayyyy muthachuckers!

It was 8.55 and i was still on my bus
when my work starts at 9, so i thought it wasnt a very good start
but luckily the chicks awesome so i got away with it
so the whole morning, i stacked and stacked and stacked
-i swear its over 200 pieces of clothing!
then Kylie, Ann and I met up for lunch
Kylie and I only had like half an hour break
whilst Ann had like a whole freaking hour

then i got out at 2 when im suppose to really finish at 5 :)
so that was goood
and she also changed the times i start
so now i'll be starting work at 11 and finishing at 4:30 (y)

tommorrrow, i shall be going normal time
to give Hienn her black pants she's gonna need from me
and then go for a bit of shopping for the wedding dress
i'll be leaving on next Wednesday

I need to be looking for a dress, heels and a clutch purse :)
omgssh, what would be a good shop i could loook in?
araaghhh im so excited (y)

anyway i should head off
takecares, and until next time
xx

#;83 its not love until it hurts

Talk about too many blogs in one day sarah?
its currently, 2.03am on a saturday morning
and i am still up and about blogging

I just went through a whole more series of absolutely fantastic blogs
and i will link you guys to it when times comes
the image above was collect from one of many blogs i surfed through

i shall be getting to bed now
i hope you all have a lovely day today

'Goodmorning Adelaidians'

#;82 senior is full of responsibilities .. my ass

Talk about starting early?!
The year10's at my schoool were suppose to come for a compulsory day
for a little last meet you
and as my previous blog shows
i didnt end up going!

and as always when i dotn rock up to school
exicitng things happen!
cause today,

'the girls got to find out next years homeclasses'


though i was generously informed by my little mate
Us girls are in the same class next year all together
except for my other friend
anddd, my homeclass teachers are ...
'Mr G &Mrs LeGallent'

if you dont go to olsh
you will not know that mr G does not speak clear english
and Mrs LeGallent is the hardest strictest teacher ever!
she even can smell the flavour of your bubblegum
strange huhh?
but .. i guess im gonna have to live with that
because, Senior classes will not change again
so i'll have the same teacher and class mate all year around D:
.. something new Olsh came up with

thats all, i shall grab myself some foood
im starving,
until next time
xx

#;81 home, sweet home

I feel like a little something sweet
how about youu bake me cupcakes or a cake even?
Just finished eating the typical asian thing, pho
which was aweeesome :)

As much as i should be at school at this time
and not on blogspot keeping you guys like this
causeee i woke up late today (not that late)
but mumm said i might as well just stay home
.. cause mum's awesome like that (y)
so thats the story to why im still here
and not in my uniform at school

How have you guys beeen?
Thanks to Kim, i would link you guys to him
but im having trouble fixing my blog thing
.. for commenting / tagging into my tagbox (y)
awesome of you mate :D

Sorry guys, my blogs havent been that 'thoughtful'
I think my train tracks have been driving in smooth edges
so there hasnt been much i could express about
though im not sure if its a good thing or a bad. looooool

how cute are these little cakes?
like the one above and the one bellow
Maybe i should tryy baking one of those one day
and i'll seend you one yeah? :L

hmmmm, im just so tired at the moment
andthis is just one of those other daily blog i guess?
rah rah rah, i have work experience next week
im so excited in a way but im scared in a way?

I'll try for another better one sooon
off to uncles house soon
till next time :)
xx

#;80 no one will see you behind closed dooors

The feeling how you wished to be able to understand them
the troublesom that they're going through
how you wished they'd open up to you
and let you in so you'll be able to share with them
and go through all the things they
.. just because you care

I just hope they understand that no matter in what situation
your always going to be there for them
You wan to show you care
but if you do you dont want to disturb them
as much as you want to be there you cant

do you know how muthafucking hard that is?
not only for the person but for you aswell?
open up, when you cna
and let others in .. please?

till next time
you know you love me
xx

#;79 i feeel like im on top of the world

guess what guess what,
i have some top news that i was so excited for!
if you've followed my blog back then
i was talking about person A not taking person B for granted
well maybe not granted
but person A didnt open those dooors to let person B in
well *drumm rolls :)

They finally have their fairytale ending

exciting huhh?
im so happy for them
even though i was late noticed
*stares at person B*
but nothings beats someone else being happy
and and im soo happy for them :)

till next time
you know you love me
xx

#;78 sit alone, and feel the breeeeze

goood'ay again
i guess the goood thing about having exams is when your finished
it means no more muthafucking school left! :)
ahhh, i been quiet relax
and wanted to enjoy it though
so instead of going out on the day i have off from school
i decided to stay home and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep in (y)

im currently, drinking moreee coke and eating grain waves
New Moon was out last night apparently,
and i cant wait to watch it
Twilight last year, the girls and I watched it together
along with other peeeeps around
for christmas and doing our KK
unfortunately, we're all broke and so we didnt have a chance to do KK this year
I did want to have it as a little tradition
-that'd we'd watch th Twilight Saga for Chrissy ever year,
but mehh, you neverknow what might happen aye ?

I also want to hhit the bay sooon
and i REALLY NEEEED TO GO SHOPPPING
there's so much out there and i being broke i havent
had the chance to do some shopping :(

A set of tea cups and things i thought we're soo adorable

Something i'd love to become the owner of

yeah you, even though i dont know where you can get this from

maybe you can get it for me?, please?

hey i added the please word :)

thats all for now,

takecares and enjoy the rest of your day

xx

#;77 you know you love

I havent felt this relax in such a long time
i've blogged more then i hae been today
cause now i have all the time in the world to enjoy and relax
right now im listenning to music, eating a kitkat &drinking coke
ahh, i know what a fatty eating habbit i have at the moment
but but, comee on i've just finished hardcore studying and examinning
so i can looosen up the band a little bit yeah?

I am looking forward taking on work experince next week
but am a little bit scared
I've never worked before (there's always a first in everything right?)
so fingers crossed that i'll have a lovely time
I went from an architectural place, to a coffee shop then now a retail store
and i must say i am happy with my current one

Im not really sure on whats going on with me
maybe its the stress of work
-yeah thats just an excuse
im really sorry my bad temperature
and i'd like to change,
but things just dont go the way i want it to

thats all for tonight
you know you love e
xx

#;76 Changes in life..

ahh, once again my lovely blog readers
I've changed the layout
and added in a tagbox
Tell me what you think lovelies
love to hear from you :)

#;75 as much as i love you, i do need to go

guess what everyone?
i've officially finished all my year10 exams! :)
fuck yeah (y)
for semester2's exam i think i did much much better then semester1
now all i have left is my work experience (remember to come visit me)
andddddd then im on holiday baby :D

ahhh, this years a big year for me
and by the looks of things its for almost alot of people as well
i've been through a lot and i must say out of all years
i matured the most this year
things come and things go
..something i keep i mind as i go along the journey of life
but the one most key thing i learnt is to
learn to love myself and be myself (not in the selfish way)
.. but in the way of 'im not as bad as i think'

I learnt, and realised who my friends were
and who i could trust ... and who i couldnt
i learn the side of some people i never thought existed
yeah its hard, but its only the best for you
the hardest was going through loosing the people i loved so muc
people whom i would always be there for and would do anything for
yeah, it was hard
but wipe that tear and draw on that smile sarah :)

as much as the melting weather is still going on
i havent yet had the chance to hit the bay
though i much eager to jump into that natural water (y)

lets not let this get too long
shower and icecream sounds goood (y)
catch you later my lovelies
xx

#;74 open your dooors and let me in ;)

Good'ay again folks :)

im here blogging once again

*sigh, i just wasted last saturday doing nothing

wheni have a lot lot of things to be studying for my exams

i sat my english exam requiring no study

.. ahh but thought it went well

so thats all gooood (y)

Friday was alright i guess

our english exams ended at 11 and though as much as i eager to hit town for soe bubble tea,

i had another workshop to attend at 1

so boy oh boy i stayed at school and it was like hell

talk soooon :)

#;73 As much as i tell myself to be strong, you effects make me tumble down

If you've been regulary reading my blogs you would notice that i have changed back to the originl layout
becausee .. i simply think that the other one is tooo 'eughh'?
if that make any sense to you
and if this is the first time your reading
-then i suggest you hit the 'follow' button now?

recently, i have made myself a facebook
yeahh, you are so unupdated sarahh!?
like what is this?
who in this world doesnt have a facebook by now?
well, the reason is i simpy think tht Facebook is just another Bebo
but some odd reason i just decided i should have one, for the fun of it
either way, i also recommend you to Sarah Chau Phan .. Facebook me.. now!

anyway, lets try to just make this blog not another boring old useless blog yeah?
i have quiet exciting plans for this december comming up (y)
im practically going to spend more then half of that month
going back and fourth from Adelaide to Sydney
so yayers, im excited :)

sometimes i wonder how you feel?
why put me in so much shit and then act like nothings wrong?
First i wanted things to be normal
and you gave me that,
but then you took it away
.. the minute i had hopes
you take me for granted
and expect me to be there for you
-as much as i want to give in
im telling myself not to
i dotn want to hauled into you again
fuck off and leave me alone

lets not get this too long
im hungry for some toast :)
-x

#;72 i dont want anything to do with you

i dont know,
this quote made me picture someone
but im lost towards, who the someone is ><"

just come collective images,

i dont feel like blogging, i feel like EATING :D

seeyah for now

x

#;71 yayers, never give up cause you'll never know if you succeed

hey guys.
just a note, i have changed the layout of the blog abit .. alot not abit
like i have mentions in my previos blogs
i hope its alright?
what do you think about it?
its still constructing and i am working on it
everythings eveywhere i tell you ><"
anyways, seeya.
x

#;70 nothing better then home

There's no place better then home aye?
thats why i am there right now
-when i should be at school taking my final day of full lessons as of year10
but comeeee onnnn, its like a kajilion degrees out there right now
and a pile of homework still waiting for me to hand up today
ahah, i should be doing that
but felt like keeping you guys updated on life yeah?
for those who are living in Adelaide trying to survive the heat wave
consider yourself lucky,

i got up this morning feeling pretty goood
till, i was checking the weather like i do every mornign
Sydney had beautiful weather of 29
and the next thing you see is Adelaide 39! seriously
what is this? an outdoor oven?

in winter i asked for an outdoor heater and not a 1000degrees oven?
thats gonna turn me blacker then i already am?!
come on, so much for school when its hot
im surprise Blackfriars still has school

lets not let me continue ranting on about the melting weather outside
jsut one last note-
summer to be is all about shinning sun, icecream, frozen coke and the beach
with this weather, im gonna turn toast before i even get near the water
and for those who dont know,
all summer long i still havent hit the beach
but i still have high hopes for it (y)

my exams are comming up
i have four, maths, science, english and sose
and they're in the order im most worried about
my maths has been terrible this year
and theres noone to blame except by me

holyyy crow, i've left this blog on for quiet some time
i started writting this at around 2,
and now its like 7.30?
geeebus, green house gas much sarah?
so much for doing your science research project on that
at the mention of that i've finallly, finished that project and popped it in school just before the bell rang,
thank god i didnt end up going school today
cause that would've killed D:

Study day tomorrow,
geee guys exams are up so soon
i was in such a pissy moood before because my mother kept telling me to do stuff
like freaking hell, im home to do work and not be bossed around doing things
for goodness sakes!

anyway, its english first up
i dont feel the need to study for those except revise my quotes i am able to use
but anyhow, then my science then sose then my maths
aarara, i cant wait till i finish schoool really
then its all summer long, here i come
i have the feeling that theres looaaaaaddddddsssssss to do but im not sure what they are
well meh, whatever comes will come aye?

oh oh, and i also finish my design interior assignement today
which is pretty awesome of myself :D
so everythings under controll now .. i hope =s

for study day tomorrow
im either still choosing of staying home or paying a visit to the state library
either way, i neeed some quality quiet time to myself
to do my exam things
and after that, im free to come baby!

i rang up my work experience place today while i had the chance,
and im working from 9am till 5pm EVERY DAY!
in this a hundred degrees weather
oh, for your information
im taking work experience at Suite Boutique Myre Centre
come visit me and let me serve you :D
bring me foood while your at it
cause, i only have a half hour lunch break
how stupid is that?
commmeee on!

thats all tonight folks

let me hear from you too

drop by a comment, id love to know

'what makes you feel at home'
-x

#;69 i feel something .. like beach :D

goodmorning,ladies and gentlemens :)
welcome again to my own little blog!
i've had a big night last night and yeah, felt quiet proud of myself

i managed to get all my science journal updated from my (seven lessons ==)
thanks babe, you helped me so much, even if your not there
and im sorry to my guys, whom i've left for my so much homework
ahahaha! i think i feel less the pressure now that my sciences all done
(though prepare for me to complain about writing up the report)

i just wanted a little update for you guys
ps; im watching my gossip girl again
(season 2, episode 2)

have a wonderful day guys
until next time -x

#;68 be happy for yourself, and not the pleasure of other people

hey there peeeeeeeeeeeeeeps :)
i just arrived back from my boring ass maths &viet schoool
ararararar im overly stressing about my work that i really should get going with it,
but mehh, its just school right?
my viet teacher gave me lecturess .. once again?! (i mean, when doesnt she ever lecture me?)
.. but this time it was about our (people in the classes) future
about our grades? and she'd be so shocked if we dont recieved A grades
i mean what is this? some asian typical thing?

It was quiet cold in class today
we did work- though i wanted to do my homework more
for Maths today, we were invited (psshh, more like forced) into Ken's class
Hien, Tuyen and I more studied for our upcomming maths exam
but meh- he didnt really care .. though as long it was maths related

I shall be getting Windows7 soon, mothers going to buy me one
and Hoa (how lovely of him) to get me a portable dvd burner for $20
-how muthafreaking cheap is that?
(though, the one i wanted to get was for $120)
ahaha, what a loser of me?

i shall be heading off to do some more of my homework assignments
especially science =_____________=
but anywhos, i shall be getting back to you guys soon
just one more thing, i eagerly urge to go shopping .. like BADLY
urghhh, i just envy those people who can shop so much
anyways, seeyah soon
-x

#;67 only if there were 1564131hours in a day for me to complete all pile of work awaiting

pretty good image huh?
i actually need a lot of those at the moment for me interior design assignment that is due soon and i havent started!
i have a lot due, all laying all over my study desk
-all imcomplete or needs a start on
ahhhhhh, yeah that impression of Sarah always getting her work done on time and alway getting good marks .. can be permanently wiped off your memory!

i've been so slack lately, especially as it gets towards the end of the year
.. i mean dont we all? its a couple of weeks away till i finish year10
then all i have left of highschool would only be 2years?
i dont know how year11 is going to be,
but let me tell you im pretty not looking forwards to facing it

well so i decided to give up on work
and just sit here and do some blog reading
and boy oh boy i found some extra lovely ones
i will link you guys when i have more time next posts
-because dayum i think they need some spreading cause they're so lovely
i did a lot of inspiring image collection collecting
so that was pretty (y)

for goodness sake! give me a break!
goodnight, you know you love me
-x

#;66 gotta mask?

Hey guys! welcome back to reading my blogs? (i know they're not interesting and inspiring like manny manyy other blogs out there ><" im still trying to work on that)
i've had a fairly good day at olsh today
-part from the fact ANN DINH didnt arrive at school today and left me all by myself in class

the ladies and i decided to have a shared healthhyyy lunch at school today
and typical of myself to forget to bring the things!
so Telithia and I had to pop to the local shops at recess to purchase some things
An brought a salad (Lettuce, Cucumber, Cherry Tomato and Dressing -she forgot the cheeese), Tien brought some pastry thing filled with spinach (apparently its a greek food), Hien brought an orange, Telithia brough a 3litre orange juice thing and i, myself brough ritz biccies and philidelphia dips :D
i just wanted to tell you that i love you,
i know i should more likely to tell you in person or whenever we talk
but someitmes when i want to say it
-it feels like its the wrong moment or it doesnt sound right?
i know you've noticed that those three words dont get expressed back much anymore
but after the daily walk home from school
-i've thought about a lot!
i really need to let go of things that dont belong to me and treasure what i do have!
im sorry for everything i've said and done
even though 'sorry' doesnt cut the cake
.. just let me be sorry for what i've done!
and i love you, and only you

depression mood over?

its been drawing a smile on my face a lot when it comes to sponge cakes!

i had one today which was only a typical chocolate one with chocolate cream in the inside

i noticed i've been adding alot of food images into my collection

but its all a good thing?

at least it'll draw a smile on your face when you see it?

ahaha, this picture reminds me of the episode on gossip girl about the Mask Ball theme Blair held! Serena was so hot in her dress and mask ==" that shall be all for tonight. goodnight lovely ladies .. and gents :D x

#;65 dream of the moon and stars

hey there folks :D
im here to do my 'daily' blogging as i have said
so thats a thumbs up for me yeah?
i should be off soon because i have overly studied for my upcomming exams (which is in less then 10days - prepare to start for a countdown)
wish me luck yeah babes?

its actually not really a post?
but mehh, i think about this one
expect my blogs for the upcomming week to be hella random and short like this because i wont b getting much time out to do it
and that i havent been into much except study
meh, thats how sad year10's at olsh are getting ><"!

i've made a hundred phone calls to my internet provider today anddddd yesterday due to all this shit happening cause i've changed providers and now its working all good again (y)
dayum sarah, you should'nt have jinxed it!

well anyways, i shall set my comp off to download my movies :D
and that shall be all for tonight
and since i've got nothing interesting about my life atm
-spare me some time and tell me about yours?

goodnight ladies and gents (:
(f) - x

#;64 love is like a game, one will one and one will loose.

I've been craving for some cake for the past few days
and awesomely, we had some today
we had a family dinner together for two of my cousins birthday
Tuyet My and Jessi :D
happy birthday girlies- hope you've both had an awesome day

therfore i've decided to add in a few from my recent collection of images of cakes
that look wayyyyy too adorable to be eaten from
if i get given this cake i'll probably just frame it and never eat it :D
(well we all know you cant really .. frame a cake but you guys get me yeah?)

I've had a mehh up and down day today
had a fight with my mother in the bright early morning
then continued it with a fight with my brother (he hates me)
then we had silent wars at home and she made me do dishes =="
she never makes me do them, she's such a bitch
but then we made up by evening day
and now things are okay

I just completed my IPP plagiarism essay
which i should've completed a longgg lonngg time ago
.. but i guess that shouldnt matter?
as long as i even get it done
now its really just exam study
which i only have two weeks left for that
(gee everyone, why start so early that makes me the late one ><")


Remind myself to give back Tien's baking thing >_______<"
Hows everyone and hayfever in a season like this?
Im located into the luck catergory whom never gets hayfeveer
but there are times i just sneeeze nonstop?
is that considered as hayfever?
cause right now thats whats happenign to my nose
its hard to type when your on the urge to sneeeze
the weathers been quiet hot the past few weeks

Eugh, the thought of school tomorrow just kills me
why do we have to go to school
why year tens have to stay at school?
term four should be a stay at home, study and do assignments term :D
how awesome would that be, you can be anywhere, study with anyone
in a more relaxing place :D

Theres not much to fill you guys in today
i hope you've had a lovely read?
and come back for another fill in soon? :D
i shall be off and take my shower now
and jump onto bed for some movie night with my cousin
goodnight and takecares;
x