Tuesday, March 30, 2010

whipped cream and lots of chocolate toppings

Haha, as you can see from the photos/images I've choosen to upload in this post are all coffees. Right now im craving for an icecoffee with whipped cream and chocolate toppings. I am craving for one from Cafe Barrun near my school the other day but then when I was so close into getting it my teachers were there having Lunch and Im not really on the 'dentist' appointment I said HAHA. I plan to go get it tomorrow somehow .. /fists

How are you lovely people? Hows last week of schoool? I'm breezing through my last week of term 1 because like I said im done and completed it so its all goood?

Formals' beginning to take over me and im not feeling too good about it. People and everyones suggesting I should go because its not every year I get a formal even though its not my last one. I'd like to go because I want to be there, be in the moment like I said I'd be from now on. But then there's alot of things getting in the way and I'm not really a fan because it involves too certain people that i entirely love and care for so much.
I know they always and would and still are and actually is putting me first and encouraging for me to go but, I know how they feel. They know me, and I know them you know?

Monday, March 29, 2010

smile, cheeeese & click!

Hey there folks! Its dear ol' Saraah again here to start blogging and bragging on and on again. Had school today, on a Monday morning and boy oh boy do I dearly dread it so freaking much. Had double Chemistry in the morning which we had an Indian relief teacher T_______T" Boy, he talked he would not shut up D: We mainly just talked and talked about mainly just the formal whether we should go or not!

Now, Dear ol' Tuyen is now saying that she'll go formal if I go formal ><" Now im jut stressing about it. Though, I've made my mind about not going. Which I think most like will remain that way unless .. yeah :L

School for me now is jsut a breeeze because I have no work. If im able to just maintain and do work when I have to and concentrate in school then I'll be fine towards the rest of the term. Holidays are soo soon Im hella pumped, I want to go to heaps and heaps of places and try new things, meet new people, catch up with old friends and just party my heart out :D
I miss those good ol' times when nothing worthed more then hanging out with close goood friends. No homework, no school being in the way, no assignments, no stress, no fights, no shit going around, no problems and no over thinking etc. Life changes, I accept that fact though I'd just to put some recognition into those times when I am just me not based on the influence of others. Sometimes I sit and just miss the times when me and you were having nothing between us and we were us. I miss you, but im over you.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

then CHUGGA CHUGGA

As you might as well all know, we had an excursion to the SACE art show on Friday which was sooo cool. Though I'd like it to be a bit bigger. It was awesome though cause the back up books were amazing and full of indepth research and idea generation.

Cheers to Adrienne for snapping some shots on my Camera for me. I found it amazing for the ideas to come. After the art show I met up with some lovely ass friends after the cause we got dismissed at town afterwards though they were muchly muchly late. Tsk tsk at Veeez Tran! :D
Back to my lovely blogging. Just woke up from a lovely little nap some how I fell into. Who's excited for the last week of school muthachuckers!? I mean 9 weeks of school has already vroom vroom past :D And now holidays are just by the reach of hands - I must admit, for some odd ass reason I'm hella excited for this Holidays

I'd put up my walls for you, but you show you action of trying to put them down. I care for you so much it hurt to see that you don't even care. Whatever, you say wont work from now on towards me. I've you enough chances that you dont even deserve by the looks of things.
I waas very delighted to see you last night, very very delighted. Thank you for comming last night it meant a lot to me baby. For somewhat to actually make an effort but then again, you had to be sorry for what you did when I specifically asked for you not too. I was generous enough to let you go but noooooo .. Yes - I am daggering you now. And an extra point, I' m not angry anymore because you made the effort to come show your apologies but I am very angry at you for comming at that time in the night - its very dangerous dear child!

Im thinking about catching up on any work I havent done and continue reading The Time Travellers Wife today though I havent gotten a start into anything. Been movieing all day long and then fell for a littel sleep. So I'm just about to head off the do the rest. What are you guys planning to do tonight? I also muchly eager for the family to go each out tonight (H)


I almost cried this morning when waking up at around 6.30am because I thought today was a Monday so and for somewhat reason I dreaded the fact of actually going to school today. Then i was pretty excited then again .. realising it was still a Sunday :D Oh god, I love weekends!

I'd also like to wish a few people including:

Annie Huynh & Phillip Swincer

-a lovely lovely birthday today guys!

Have a good and safe week you lovely people. xo

when the train goes CHOOOT CHOOOT!




Arriving home yesterday from a big day out, just a little something my brothers and I share ;DD Probably this is the only time that we dont pick on each other, dont fight nor do we harass each other.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

fuck everyone and be yourself

Yayers, I'm doing pretty job at trying to get back into my usual blogging routine aye? I've had a pretty coool day at school today and I honestly cant wait for tomorrow. Why? Because .. If you've been followin my blogs lately you'll know I have a design excursion tomorrow :D to the muthachuckin ar gallery. About my bubble tea though, Im not sure if i'll have enough time for that :S

I've started the book of 'The time travellers' wife' kindly given to me by my dear ol' Tuyen Le. I am 53pages into the book-I wouldn't say anything or put any judgements just yet because .. Im not that far in and so I'm not in a good understanding of it so give me till I finish yeah?

Tutor tomorrow, how exciting :) .. Not! I hell get picked on by TK at tutor and lately its getting a bit over crowded so .. :S people had to shove into another room :L But its a pretty bloody awesome rooom (H) I'm not too sure If i should go this week or not because I dont have work to do. Cause im a good girl who's done all her work 8)

Actually, I've just realise im not one hundred percent homework free .. just yet. Got homework from today's lesson so now I better go do it otherwise it'll start pileing up again. Yeah you just heard that right; I mean comming from Sarah .. is that possible? :L

I'm pretty on a moody status at the moment with all the girlie bussiness and all you know? :L Im sorry, I thought I had to explain m constant mood swings to those who have to put up with me you know!?

Shall I go formal? The Our Lady of the Sacred Heart Senior formal. Honestly, Its so much to put up with for just a one night thing. Dress, Shoes, Hair, Partner, Ride and all this other small details you've got to put your mind into. Plus its all so soon and I'm always a last minute person .. so I think is leaning over towards the 'No' side for now.

Sometimes, I have got to make myself feel funny and wierd in order to actually feel myself and happy and bright like I usually am :) I'm trying my best to show you I dont care, I hope you actually get the message and fuck off.
What else is there to say? Sorry its such a gayass blog. I'm going to hop off to get work done now. Catch up later yeah? xo.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

your teh reason for my new beginning

So hello hello :) It feels good knowing that your going home after school not carrying along with you a bag full of shit homework (H) I am officially homework and assignment freee so here I am blogging away in my free little time that i've got on my spare little hands.

Ha, had a studies test today though .. by the sounds of things we all failed it :D ahhhhhhhh, though I love the feeling of crossing something off your 'to do' list since mine was and seemed like a forever never ending one. I feeel like Qubic. I havent had one since like yonkers ago .. and I it really is yonkers ago .. likeim pretty sure I havent had one since begginning year 10? I think I might go grab myself one tomorrow or this friday before I head tutor :)

I have a design excursion comming up this Friday to the art gallery :) How fascinating aye? Well i've never been to an art gallery before so im all excited to go. Though I'd like to once again pay a visit to the South Australian Museum once again with a beloved .. Who's up? haha, awww I do my best to keep myself occupied with happy thoughts and things that I wont pull myself nor will I let anyone do that.


It is only a new and the beginning start to a new year and everythings just back to the way it was. Sometimes I hope for change but my only hopes all come crashing down when you show me who you really just are. Maybe its a little something I cant seem to be accepting about you. But who am I to judge you, you're you and I'm me.

This year, I hope for the best to come .. apart fom the fact im failing year eleven already everythings all good my dear dear child :D I hope to not fall for those who arent worth falling for. I dont want to put in all my effort into this one thing then realizing its all not worth it. Im over it, and I'm over you.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they dont love you at all. I admit that I care for you way too much for you to deserve. So before you start acting up for the things I wasnt good enough for you - Think about what you've never put the effort into .. just treating me equally. I'm over your shit.
And yes, I believe there are just somethings that even though I wished can be the same again .. It can never just be. I'm happy to make a change and move one. Thankyou for helping me realise it. Bitch.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

stumble

I've recently, or just then found myself stumbling across a blogspot that I absolutely find inspiring (H) cant keep it to myself can I? ;) Notebook-Doodles. So i strongly suggest you come and give it a look :D

I've found myself some little time to come psot up this blog. nothing much to say. Shall I go continue '10 things i hate about you' or shall I study for the test .. I think i'll stick to 10things I hate about you :D

Yes, I am in a happy moood

you dont need to explain, cause there's no point




Okay, Im usually just starting with the same ol' routines of starting my blog with a little sorry speech and comming up with plenty of excuses to explain myself. I havent been able to motivate myself enough nor have I got a decent hour or two to myself to actually sit down and blog away like i'd love too. School term's comming to an End like you Adelaidian's may know so the homework pile rather is building itsself up.
Though, today I feel stress and relieve because I've managed to complete the two major tasks that were due today. So apart from my maths studies test tomorrow which apparently is like megaly hard im all free :)
Im good btw, what about you lovely people? I had Annie Dinh's party last Saturday which went all well until when i left but lets not get too far about that aye? >:) Haha, I've uploaded photos off facebook from her album. I had a lovely time thank you ladies.
Holidays are comming up! are we all excited :D I mean, each years been going on and on so fastly. I've got a lot planned so im all pumped for it :) My brothers's bithday's also coming up what shall i purchase him? Its actually his first birthday i've spent with him so im extra excited for it (H)
Ps; I've intentionally posted that first photo of Vi Tran because .. I just think its megaly cute. Once again, I hoped Annie Dinh had a lovely birthday :) and have fun guys and stay pumped for the holidays lovely.

Thursday, March 18, 2010


I just wanted to wish Annie Dinh 16th & Shanelle Cearns a 17th - a goood ol' Happy Birthday.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

i sometimes wonder if we still see each other like before .. I guess not

Hello there ladies & gentlemans :) Sorry due to the major lack in posting up blogs lately, because a lot of shits all jumping in and out of life and stuff so I didnt want to make you guys depressed or not see the happy side of life because life's already hard the way it is :L


What's been up for the last few days? Nothing much, Had student free day today & so i decided to pop into the State Library to do a few things here and there which was goood because that just means less work load for me. For the next week or two im probably saying that there'll be more lack of posts because work are starting to reach their due dates and things are going to be overly stressing for me! >:)

Gah!, I mean you can say its 'only year eleven' but im someone who starts things the day before they're due alright?! Though, i oftenly tell myself to get out of that habbit but then its like .. 'freaking start your work now .. you have nothing else to do' .. & 'okay okay, *gets out books and shit' .. 'geee, its not like its due anytime sooon :P'

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Why is that everytime I occupy myself with happy things you come knocking them down? You dont want anyone to hurt me, but then again you turn out to be the only one who really is. You havent changed from what you are. You've brought me into believeing you that your really going to change and that you have - but then i guess Im just the foool who was fooled into believing you. Your nothing, but someone who likes to make me face my myseries.

Why is that when i get myself back on track you pull me away and out of track again. I just want to be happy! Is it too much to ask for? For you not to shove into my head those unhappy thoughts. The more I try to move on the more you pull me back.

Your stubborn for the most stupidest reasons. You only want yourself to not be surrounded my unhappy thoughts and the only way to seem to get you out is by hurting me. Why is it that I try my hardest to be strong and move on but I get treated by you this way. You've got to learn to stay strong from what others are saying and just move on. You're holding your own self back. Stop being a selfish little bitch and want things the way you want it. Because - thats just not how life works

I've taugh myself not to shed those unhappy tears but you come making m cry, upsetting me. I havent cried over some time - and you seem to be the one that is causing them. I dont want to cry or 'be teary'. I want to be busy, be happy. No one ever comes close to how much you've hurted and is hurting me. I hate you.

The only one i seem to want to understand, can never understand. The one where I assume would go out of his way to not let anyone bring me down or hurt - seems to be the only one who brings me down and hurts me. I don't know what to think about you or anyon anymore.

we

goood evening :) I just re-read my previous blog and oh gee, how fobby do i sound. Sorry guys, i just dont tend to like the idea of drafting my blogs or what I've written. But anyway, I should be doing my Moden History essay about World War I but meh, i seriously cant be bothered. I know thats a bad thing to be saying since I'm in year 11 now .. but I DONT CARE :)

Xuan and I still cant seem to accept the fact we're in Year 11 already. Like boy oh boy, doesnt time seem to fly a little tooo quickly? We ended school at 1 o'clock yesterday and so the girls and I went to town to 'Sushi Train' it but then Tien & I went into Rundal to shop around for Telithia's birthday present! Which was shall goood

Then the bus came late for tutor .. or I just missed the normal 'early' bus. But then the good thing is I was only 5 minutes late - whoaa, for those who dont know that's a record for me :D Usually its around 25 or 30 mins late & yes, once its even 45mins :L No wonder why my Tutor wants to like eat me up every single Friday. Tutor was packed this week with people comming in for extra lessons but it was soooooo fun (H)

I think i might as well get started on my Modern History now. I'll post to you guys later, hopefully :) For now till the rest of the day, enjoy and be productive.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Who's feeling abit silly?

Who's feeling abit silly? Sarah is! (H) For the past two days I've been going to school in black stockings and white flats - Why? You may ask? This is because I've somehow I've managed to loose one of the pair of shoes that I should be wearing. Meh, but today i've found it - ending up in shed. Lol, dont know how but that doesnt matter because .. I dont need to be in detention - chyeah baby!

I've been really slack to post up blogs lately. Because .. Here comes my essay worth of excuses :L I joke, I mean last night i was busy studying hardcore for today's physics test D: I know, how nerdy can i get? geee?! haha, I now have a Chemistry test and a Design assignment to accomplish in this weekend :) There goes my enjoyable fun weekend D:


Oh oh, and im proud to say that .. for all the years I've been at Olsh this is the first time that i am not behind in Studies :) Proud anyone? Haha

'When you find out that love, isnt like whats its written fairy tales'

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR YOU















Here :) As i promised that i'll upload the photos about my sixteenth party! It was an awesome night though guys. thankyou so much for comming and making it and spending the night with me celebrating my sixteenth (^)

Monday, March 8, 2010

Hello there guys :) How was your loveyly weekend? I surely had a fantastic one! As you guys have read from my previous blogs about how excited I was for my sixteenth party - It all finally happened after all the planning and organising and shizzles! It was a great night for me and hopefully for those came.

We danced and sang our heart out all night long and by the end of the night i was fully exhausted. I slept at 1030 that night which is entirely a record for me which is all good (Y) and then didnt get up till around 1230 :)

I've got wayyy to much parties all arriving in the March(ies) section. I mean not only for me but probably the whole of Adelaidians?! So im pretty excited for all the upcomming parties. Party hard and be in the moments is my 16 year ol' motto. I dont know how that works but yeah :L

Mood? Very very .. I dont know. I cant complain about life at the moment because I have soo much, way too much for more then i deserve. I have so much people that care and love me and is always there for me. But, there are much more expectations from other people. Being watched like a hawk with every movement i take. /sigh