Walk4Love, mission completed!

Hello hello, girls and boys. I had quiet a lovely day today :) Started the day with being late for when Chloe came to pick me up. We were suppose to leave my house quarter past eight but I didn't wake up till around 8:26am. I bolted out to my front yard to find that Chloe just got there. Good thing we were both running a bit late :P I quickly got ready and changed as fast as I could x) On our way there, we parked near Hair Machine so we had a fair bit of walking to do. It was quiet lovely with all the morning freshness in the air and all.

Chloe and I had to help pack things out and help everyone register, hand out bottles, pear/apple to everyone. It was amazing to see that a lot of people put in so much effort to support such a lovely foundation. We had a little 'Team Olsh' happening which was all good stuff. I'm pretty sure, the girls and I all had a lovely time helping out and enjoying the walk. The sausage sizzle was great though. With the nice new bread with bbq sausage and sprinkled with lovely onions on top dressed with tomato sauce! :)

We snapped quiet a lot of photos with our 'pink' shirts and all happening :) I loveee the badges that we got though. You can't really seee it but its lovely. Thank you to Mr.Stevens for organizing such a wonderful event happening for us. The photo's here are from Tien Vo. I didn't get into the house till around 1 o'clock. Plonked myself into my lovely warm bed and watched movies on the laptop.Then I fell asleep till now x) I'm such a lazy ass.

Though, while I was out with the Walk4Love thing, my family went to temple to eat Pho. According to my brother, it was all delicious and I really wanted to go as well. I haven't been to that temple in a while. Anyway, moving on. I've got a pile of work to somehow get through and then after week which is my 'all assignments are due' week. I have exams. Sounds like an exciting fortnight for me --"

I hope you all are having a lovely weekend which was very productive. And all the most wonderful week to come. Take care. &drive safely.

things are better kept unsaid

Sometimes you just wish that time would run a little faster. Then there are times you just hope it'd never end. I just don't know what I want. How I'm suppose to feel. My heads a little out of place at the moment. I'm completely blank. Yet, I know there are a lot of things I want to do, say or just even come to realize it. But here I am, blabbering on about crap that I don't even know. I hate this feeling. I wish it'd just go away. I don't want to think ahead about the things that I might not be able to do.

*breathes out*. Moving on. I have Walk for Love tomorrow in the early morning. Chloe Armield is generously giving me a lift tomorrow since on earth I have no idea where in the world it is :) Though, I am quiet excited for this tomorrow because its my very first actually voluntary work that I'm going to take place. I hope it all goes well soon!

Right now, it is 5.49pm on the Saturday afternoon. Just got off a fight with parents about not letting me out to An's place. /sigh. Firstly, I do not go out too much and secondly, I am not too ill to be out the house alright? Bloody Asian parents :(

Goodmorning Adelaide!

It is currently 2.23am on a Saturday morning, and I'm just about to hop to bed. Just started and finished my DI all sent off to tutor for drafting now. It mother fucking took me 7hours straight to sit still, concentrate (after Jimmy Pham took away my facebook and change its password), not wander off to find food --" But anyway, its probably the quickest DI I've ever written. But right now, all that doesn't matter because I'm so tired that my eyes just want to shut down right now. I'm going to hop off to bed now. Good morning ladies and gents. lovvvvvvvvveee

Walk4Love

It is now 4.22pm on the Friday afternoon, still in my sort of drenched uniform, tracks and shoes all preparing to go to tutor. It started raining in the afternoon today, so I decided it wasnt the best idea to bus it to town. Nor did my uncle let me in the pouring rain anyway. Today, I didn't do much, but I must say: My school days are pretty productive these days. How? You may ask. Its because I spend probably most of my time doing work and assignments. No, I am not a nerd. I just can't bare to waste those times sitting around when I've got stacks of assignment to do. If I did, then at the end of the day. I would be very upset at myself :(

Continuing from the previous post I left off to go tutor. I'm now back from tutor, just ate a good ol' Happy Meal that I was craving for all during tutor. I wouldn't shut up about it. Does anyone else, like whenever they crave for something. They tend to be able to imagine what it'd taste like in your mouth? :)

Eugh, whenever I crave for something it would not stop unless I have it. And, whenever I get a taste, it's usually very strong. So it makes me crave for it more. I've been craving for Cookie, cookies and cream ice cream. It sounds funny when I type it up but that's what it's really called.

Anyway, at tutor today. Tk made me do like a hundred questions in preparation towards my Physics test this up coming Friday. Hopefully, its just on momentum :) I think I've done pretty well. He set me some work to do so I can revise more and hopefully do well in the test. (Y) I must say, I was very quiet today during tutor towards the end of the lesson.

I have Soup Kitchen tomorrow, as at 2pm till around 4ish pm. Its where you go to make soup and give it to the people in need. Then, on Sunday. I have the Walk For Love volunteering thing to do. I start at 9 to help out with everything and yeah :) I've said I'd try to do some volunteering work whenever I can and this is a pretty good start. I'm going to try take some lovely photos of both and post them up to you! :) Btw, you'd can donate to the Mary Potter's Foundation Walk4Love to support us. At Olsh, our next aim is $750. So help with the less or more. It all counts.

I think I'm going to head off to start my Maths DI that's due Monday. But I have to send Karen a copy to draft it for me otherwise Tk would go bizarre at me. Not like he isn't already. With the fact I didn't hand it to him earlier for him to draft it for me. So :\ I think i'll be pulling an all nighter tonight to do work :( Bloody Maths.

(8) you got me like Oh My God, i'm sooooo in love

I slept through till 12ish noon today which is usually the max I ever sleep through anyway. I didn't get woken up cause I've somehow managed to catch the flu in this silly weather. Been sick for the past week or so now. Boy, do I wish I get better soooon. Didn't even get to go to Tien Phan's sixteenth party cause of this stupid flu :( Right now I need hot chocolate, a warm blanket wrapped around me, pretty much it.

I've got to go temple tomorrow cause its Le Phat Dan tomorrow. We're going to some one thats far far away :) Don't think I've ever been there so I'm quiet excited. Got to wake up at 9 tomorrow to go. I like to visit lots of different temples and pagoda's because each one brings a different sense to religion.

I've pretty much been a good girl lately, early nights and mornings. Been to school early in time for home class everyday of the week (Y) I've also been able to move myself away from 'distractions' to be able to get my work done as well. I've been able to complete a lot of work. I need a pair of heels that I can paper mache into for my design project, but I don't want to ruin any of my heeels --" So I'm pretty stressing about it! Any where you'd recommend me going to get cheap heels!? :

Nothing else to type, I'll see you guys later

my mother pisses me off

♫♪ But if you believe that you belong with him

Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you

Remember, I will always be here for you

Even if it kills me to see you

Woke up with a swollen eye

Woke up at 9 today to get ready to go temple. Boy, did I dread the "thought" of getting up early :( But meh, well the temple we went too was all the way in Angle Vale and it was about a 30kmph drive. The drive wasn't too bad since I had the company of my iPod. Well anyway, it was sooo dusty and windy as the wind kept sweeping all the sand and then we had to drive through it. I'm the worst at trying to describe anything. Well pretty much I felt like we were driving through a desert if that draws you a better image.

The temple wasn't too big but it was a pretty nice place. The main shrine was beautifully put together with paintings and status and prayer books neatly places into the shelving. Though, I didn't feel too good so I ran out half way of the chanting and crawled into the boot of the 4WD and slept. Woken up, cause Uncled me to come out to eat. I loved their food, the spring rolls were the best :) I pretty much kept eating until we drove home cause I was really hungry! Dropped my grandfather and brother at home. Then we went out to the Harvey Norman Hq to look for a new plasma :D I was sooo excited at that, cause I think we pretty much needed a hugeee one ages ago anyway :P Ended up purchasing a Sony one for 3grand and I absolutely lovee it! :D

I havent gotten around to doing much of my homework this weekend, so I'm not too happy with myself. I intended to visit the op shop today to look for a pair of heels for my design project but the weather wasn't too much of a good moood. Got home around 1 and went to bed will 6ish :( Another day wasted because of this bloody "being sick" crap. /sigh

Though, I'd also like to mention a lovely thank you, towards those who just click on msn just to say 'Get better/ Well soon' because I really means a lot to me! (f)

You're just to gay for me ;)

Sometimes its hard to put feelings into words. Yet, I have so much to say. Then there are things that should be said, but sometimes I'm just too scared to say so.

(8) can we just pretend that areoplanes in the night sky are shootings stars. I could really use a wish right now

I've got Tien Phan's sweet sixteenth coming up this Saturday with the other lovely girls ♥ I'm quiet excited for it. Oh remember how I told you I'm struggling with Math Studies on this section. Well today, for once I was concentrating in class and doing my work- I managed to answer my own questions and solve through it. So now I'm moving fluently forward with work :D I've also finished my English war poetry analysis so lets hope that goes well as well. Oh, and today in English we had orals to do (about how I mentioned we had to teach the class something). Today, basically everyone did cooking. How to cook little desserts and or treats and they brought in some to share with the class. So boy oh boy were we continuously eating chocolate or seeing a whole can of condensed milk tipped into the mixing bowl. By the end of class, I was literally going to throw up on the sweetness of it. But it was a pretty fun lesson I must admit.

Maths was first up this morning. Yet the night before that I had parent interviews with Mr Grigorieve on my Maths Studies and Physics. And, it didn't turn out too bad. I was pretty relieved on what he said about me :) For Design it went smoothly like sailing a boat on great weather. I'm up to generating my Heel designs for my assignment and still in the search up for a pair of heels I can paper mache into. Any idea's on how I can get my little hands onto them hm? I'd much appreciate it guys.

Is it easy to just forgive someone? Yet that someone can be someone you hold so close to your heart?

I want to be able to wash out everything that happened between us and just move on, but then sometimes what's known as 'life' doesn't let me do that. If you didn't know, it does hurt to see the result that happened between us. I mean, trust does take a lonnnng time to build, yet in so little time to break. I move forward each day, hoping you're still that person I once loved. I must admit, its just not the same anymore. /sigh

A quick shout out to An Tran for being .. that beautiful little lady I love ;D Psst, there's a little secret I'd love to share but then it'll risk my life so I'll just keep it to myself until later. Love love love you ♥

welcome home (f)

Lack of postings lately because I haven't found myself an reason or what I to type on about. I go on blogger everyday, reading blogs and searching new ones yet I don't find myself an inspiration to type up my own. Sunday today which means Monday tomorrow morning. Which also means school ==" Boy do I start to dread school more and more as my years increase of schooling. Though, yet again I've really only got just more then a year left of it to go so it kind of helps motivate myself to keep going.

My grandparentals are back from their long ass holiday. I swear, its like they travelled half of asia or something. I'd like to go to the big cities of China, India and Egypt one day and visit all the historian places that are worth while (Y) My mother bought me some new bras' which are quiet nice ;) and my grandmother bought me this amazing evening cream evening scarf of silk which im absolutely in loveee with now. Thanks guys, you're amazing ♥

Currently I'm trying to complete off my English poetry analysis which isn't due anytime soon but I'd still like to get it off my list because the other assignment needs time to progress to do work. Maths is being so shit to me lately because we're starting completely new topic that we've never learnt through so I'm complete lost and have no bloody idea what to do. Hoa Nguyen is even lost so I'm not the only one :P

My uncle's watching some scary shit ass scary ghost vampire movie in the family room and ever so often you hear these screaming, knife going shedding someone's head with blood every where. Yes, it is very disturbing as I sleep alone at night and I'm one chicken shit who is probably going to have the scenes popping through my head and therefore I doubt I'd be able to fall asleep and get ready for school tomorrow morning. Thanks alot! --" but seriously his friends have been given him a shit pile of scary movies that now he's going to use against me because he knows how much I love to hate it. :)

Thats all for tonight, catch you guys later. Think I might pop into the room for some 'scary' time with the family when everyone's gathered in there. I'd rather not be in my room at the back of the house all by myself. Yes quiet lovely. xo

Winter

A warm welcome home to my lovely grandparentals after their long trip overseas (L) Missed you guys a lottt. Saturday today and that means its weekends! :) I had tutor again after a long while of not going due cause I didn't have much time. Tutor was alright as per normal, though with your existence puts me off ;) But anyway, I managed to complete a bit of my maths at tutor thanks to the help of Karen again.

I slept early last night, Jimmy Pham. At around 12ish I was dead tired so soon after that I fell asleeep :) You should be proud lovely. Currently sitting at my study table completing my maths so I don't fall behind anymore then I already am. Then hopefully, I can also finish my Physics work that I should be completed by next lesson. I eager to do some shopping to fill my wardrobe with Winter clothing (H)

"I'm like every other women- A wardrobe full of clothes, yet nothing to wear"
-Cameron Diaz

drip drip .. pours my tears

Didn't have much time to post up a blog last night because yeah, too many shit carried its self on. I mean, I have a lot to say- when I come to be able to find any spare time of my own I find myself thinking about endless thoughts. And yet, I come around to be able to express my own little feelings out on this blog. My mind turns blank within itself .. then I have nothing to type. I can not even type about how my day was :( But anyway, in winter days I start to get my habitual knee aches again. Its aching like a bitch /sigh

Family's being too much of a bitch. I seriously just want to run away into the big open world and just settle myself down. I'm disliking my own mother because .. she's just not worth my love. Sadly, its sad to say that about my mother but you're not me so you wouldn't know how it feels. My grandparental's are coming back to Adelaide Saturday afternoon which indeed I'm eagerly excited for. They've been gone for three months and boy do I miss my grandmother's cooking so much! :D

Supposedly I'm returning back to tutor that I've been missing out on for the past three weeks this Friday because .. I need some tutoring. I miss those guys so much I swear :) Can't wait to see you guys soon! :) School's not much of a breeze anymore. Today, I experienced the "doing work in your lunch times". All of my girls were doing work at Lunch time today because there just isn't enough time of a day that we're able to get work done. Like today, Truc Anh Vo, Tuyen Le, Hien Nguyen and I had to stay in for a bit more after class to complete the group task we had to do. Boy, it was :/ -one of those "you had to be there" to see how dreadful we were .. All sitting there eagerly waiting for me to scribble the last couple of letters of our thoughts down :( HAHA, but that was all good stuff!

Hien Nguyen made these beautiful 'im not sure what they're called' desserts today at Recess. They were in cupcake looks, vanilla sponged with custard in the middle layer and melted dark chocolate drizzled on top. Boy were they delicious. We always eager towards the food Hien Nguyen and Tien Phan cook. mmhmm! P: Also a shout out towards Dang Nguyen. Happy sixteenth for yesterday lovey!

Currently eating Lindt Chocolate because they are the best! :) and drinking ice coffee with a portable heater turned on aim at my little feets with a beanie, and a scarf covering all parts of my skin up. Last night, I had the urge to be back in my shorts and tee shirt for Summer days :( Miss you Summer. Hey, that reminds me of the movie who went to see it "500days with Summer" with Zoey DeChanel in it? It was mm, yeah alright I guess.

It was pretty depressing for myself last night, because the I poured everything from the bottom of my heart out to tell you and what I get back is just some crappy "lets get this over and done with" answer. What you said wasn't important but how you said it meant a lot. Like all my feelings and thoughts you just spilt down the drain again. /sigh But anyway, I dont care anymore. At least I had the guts to pour what I had to say out. You can do whatever you want. No comment from me.

"Loving someone is giving them the power to hurt you terribly, and hoping they don't"
- Jimmy Pham

life's a pain

Good day there little ones. I woke up at around 8.50am and therefore didn't get to school till around 9.35am? Had design first up though which was alright. Then we had a guest speaker from the Defence Army force to talk through the Defence Army. Going through that I think I'd like to join the Air Force one day if that's possible. Though, I still have many years to come of studying so that's not all until later :)

I mean, I've done wrong. You've looked through it and forgiven me about it. You told me you still loved me. It does bother me a lot and I do oftenly shut myself into my own thoughts and try to murder myself when I come to think about what I've done wrong to you. I know, I've owned up. It does make me feel uncomfortable. Yet, I've asked you to not mention it so often but you just choose to not listen to me and go along with your own desires and try to fulfill your own queries without respecting my own thoughts and opinions about it. Though, I would not be filled with such anger if it's something I've never told you what you've wanted to know. I do pull upon a strong face and come off it as something, done and gone. But that's not true. I thought you'd know how I'd feel and not pressure myself so much.

All the nights I think about plans, or ways to make up for it. To try patch things together towards what I've broken of so many years of building. I do regret it a lot. But you're not helping when all you do is keep reminding me I've done the wrong. You're in no way helping me feel any better then all those people who you think we're bad people who've in return done me wrong :( Yes, It does hurt. It hurts a lot. I've told you, I've said that you should only come back, when your willing to forgive and forget about it. I just hope you'd be a little different from the others. /sigh

Sometimes, you just pop into my head

I kind of miss those days when 'we promised, we'll always be there for each other'. Yeah, I thought about you today. Don't ask why, but commonly I'd think about those days when we were so tight. I swear we could've been another version of super-glue. Maybe it just doesn't mean as much to you anymore. And really, I'm not sure how much it means to me. What I've done, what you've done. Really puts us where we are right now. Good ol' times. Is all I can say. I miss you.

I personally do not like persisting on anything and hate it when people tell me to believe in myself. Because, I don't like believing in myself- because in the end, when everything falls apart. I have yet no one to blame on except myself. Though, just last night. When things fell apart for this friend. The first thing I managed to tell her, was to believe in herself. I felt like I'm being hypocritical towards myself. And yet, now I know that from now on. I will try to believe in myself because that's what matters first up. Actually, I have no idea what I'm rambling on about. Scrap that out.

Sunday, another day I spent at the computer staring into the screen watching movies all day long. I've managed to complete my English oral last night and a touch up today with the script and all. I think its been a while since I've gotten along to finishing work before its due. So I believe that's a pat on the back for me :) Next up, I think I'm going to start on my Modern History paper research because there's so much to do if I leave it till later.Not to also mention that my Semester 1 exams are actually coming up :( The girls and I were just talking about the fact how our exams are in 5 weeks. And you bet, leaving it till the last week to study up is not much of a good idea D: Though, Jimmy Pham has his year 12 subject exams this Monday coming up. So best of luck for him (f).

My mouth is watering for something sweet. Like Asian Che or cake or ice-cream. Oh boy, I've been wanting them for a couple of days now. God damn I miss my Grandmother's cooking so much lately. I promise to never complain about her cooking again :) She's coming back this May 15th, so that's all good (Y) I just had the original Mi goreng, with eggs and Asian made Ice coffee. Haha, good old stuff :D Good meal.

Yesterday, I finished off Ghosts of Girlfriends Past and Ps I love you given by Hoa Nguyen and boy, it was a good movie :( I cried three times in total. I think that's the most so far in a movie. I loved it, and do recommend it to those who haven't yet watched it :) Oh oh, Jimmy Pham, Tinh Nguyen, Hoa Nguyen,Thuan Nguyen and I had a lovely time spamming Tinh Nguyen's status on facebook. It was a lovely conversation and do recommend you reading if you've got time to spare :L Tinh Nguyen that fag. Miss you so much! I better see you sooon :)

Anyways, I'm off to do more work for the day. I think I better go get on with my Modern History papers .. and maybe do that while I watch more movies /giggles. Catch you guys sooon. :) & once again, happy Mother's day!

Happy Mother's Day! ♥

Happy Mother's Day to all the mother's out there
- especially my beloved mother ♥

And yet, even though you're not here with me and brother for this Mother's day. I'd still hope you can have a lovely day where ever you are- sent with the greatest love from Brother and I.

love love love you!

I need an idea on what I should present my English oral on. I am to teach a class a skill on anything. It should be kept basic. Though, I have no on earth of an idea on what I should do it on. Any suggestions? Its due this Friday and I'm here still lost in my own thoughts of what I should do. Meh, I seriously can not be bothered with school lately, let alone English. We've been doing War Poetry lately. As it does relate to my Modern History class topics. At the mention of Modern History, I'm doing a 61 page research for my Modern History major paper. I'm going to some how read through, highlight and note them all down and somehow structure them into writing my major paper. Isn't that fun? I know aye D:

I'll finish off this post another time. Love you. xo

My mother's a pain

Yeah bro, its the end of the week and I was eagerly excited because he was meant to be coming over today. Then we'd have dinner together but nooooo, stupid uncle decided to not go work today so now all the plans were trashed down the drain just like that! :( I'm quiet annoyed and yet, even though he's going out now- I'm not too sure what time he'd be home so I'm not really willing to risk it D: School's being a pain as per usual and yet I haven't found my own motivation to start doing all them assignments enlisting themselves on my work list /sigh

I've decided for my Design assignment to do human size paper heels (L) I'm currently still furiously doing the basic research and is almost into idea generating my designs :) Yes, I'm quiet eagerly excited for this.

Saturday:
I didn't get around to publishing the previous post last night because I wasn't really in the mood for anything last night. Though, Uncle took brother and myself out for dinner at the steak house last night. I had a T-bone with mushroom gravy sauce and a Fanta. Boy, that shit was goood. I was literally bloated last night and couldn't face any food when we got home :)

Today, I aim to get a heap of work done, finish the movie Ps I love you given by Hoa Nguyen /giggles. But anyway, do that and then hopefully squeeze in some time for a good relax own my own. I wanted to stay up and download some crap cause I'm almost capped in the morning but I didn't manage to get up so once again, Here I am stuck at home with nothing to watch except for some White Boy movies.

I'll catch you guys later maybe, eating brunch now :)

Formal formal formal ♥

Formal images that had been professionally taken by Festival Photography photographers. I must say the outcome wasn't that great of what i had expected. Though the girls, guys and I all had a wonderful time together so its still a (Y). I've finally gotten around to uploading them only now because .. lets just say lazy ass.

The image above is used to describe me at the moment. Work seems to once again be piling and up and Word 2007 of mine has somehow stuffed itself up and now I have no word to write on. Perfectly gay eh? What am I to do with those unfinished essays and assignments I should be doing? Nothing I can do. Though I seriously need to get someone to come fix it for me :) Anyone mind?

I'm quiet hungry, yet there's not really much food at home I can eat cause no one's cooking. Its Thursday today, which means late night shopping. I want to go shopping so badly. I havent been ever since .. last week? ><" Doesn't sound too bad you say? I'm in eager for some lovely nail polishes. Violet Purple and a nice peach orange color. Anyone in favour to purchase them for me too? I'll love you times a million (L)

I fucking hate you, you piece of shit.

Welcome to the land of the unknown

Guess what? Guess what? Are you guessing yet? Cause you better be. I managed to do my history Genocide oral today and achieve an Asian A grade for it :) Pretty good aye? if you thinking about the timing and lack of work done then you'll understand why I am happy about it. Thanks to Hoa Nguyen for playing a part in my oral lovey. Oh, and about the Maths test I had yesterday. Thanks to all three Hoa Nguyen, Jimmy Pham and Wesley Tran for being there motivating me to do in depth study which helped a lot for the test that day.

I'll be home alone with my brother for the next two weeks with no one else home. Aunty lived at my house for a while but she just left to fly back to Sydney like a minute ago and as soon as I shut the door on her good bye .. the house suddenly filled itself with lonliness and cold. Now lingering around the house would be myself and my brother. Before, i long to have the house to myself and yet now, I don't want this. Firstly, I don't cook .. ever so I'll be occupying myself with nothing but probably instant noodles. Yet, Hien Nguyen wants to eagerly come over and cook for me :)

I have a heaped list of assignments unfinished yet none of them are due anytime soon so I guess I'll just take my time with them. Yes, I know I will regret saying that when they're all suddenly due and I'm struggling with time to accomplish them. But seriously, nothing matters to me right now. I want to like throw a sudden party so the house wouldn't be so quiet. I hate it.

It's time

I find myself being very easily tempered lately. Coming home with grumpy moods. Being ever so pissed of at my brother. Something inside me feels not right. Just that little feeling of imperfection. Not that I'm asking for perfection. I just mean that you get this little feeling inside you feeling like everything has gone completely insane or wrong. That no matter, what you do. You can just never do anything to make see "perfect or right" again. /sigh. I tried last night to switch everything off that was on on the table and just closed my eyes. It helped, but not too well. I don't want to be like this :'(

School seems to be stressing me out way to much. With so much work to do, in so little time. I just hope to get everything over and done with. So for once I can feel relax and stress free. I come and hop into bed every night. And yet, the last thing that pops into my head is not how lovely tomorrow's going to be. But what shit's left for me to do. I need copies of myself, one to do work and one to go school x) Wouldn't that be sweet.

I am now sitting at the computer table, typing this away. Feeling hungry in the tummy. With my cold, sock-less feet in front of a portable heater which is kind of drying my skin out D: I don't feel like eating the typical Asian rice tonight :( But that's probably the only thing I have at home. I'm in for a good ice tea and yet, nor do I have any of those home. Meh, now I'm just going to go find some food and shove it in my shit face somehow.

Waking up and realizing it was a dream, made me feel a little disappointed inside

dodgey print, if you click it you'll be able to enlarge it

Goodmorning sunshine

Good day kids :) I managed to bump into an old friend today. A friend I haven't seen ever since the day I finished year seven. And yeah, you bet. That's nearly four long ass years I haven't seen him. Isaac Morris. He's like so tall now and it felt weird to having to tippy toe up to hug him since he's always been just perfectly taller then me. But, nice to see you again mate :)

Tomorrow morning, for the first two lesson's. I'll be having a Maths Studies Geometry test. And boy, am I not too happy nor excited about it. Also, today I found out I'm on very much a decent grade for Chemistry more then I thought I would be on :) So that's a highlight to the day. I promised myself that I'd concentrate more and put more effort into school work more then usual. Yeah, wish me luck on that.

Quick post, I'll try to post another one soon. Jimmy Pham's not too happy that I've been procrastinating myself and not concentrating on my studies. Ttyl.

Pictures of you - The last goodnight

Isn't that what life is about? When we always tend to do something that we shouldn't? Every one wants the things they don't have as a possession and always tend to notice the things we don't have rather then put our time towards what we do have. Then when its gone, its like you've never really noticed it being there in the first place.

Sometimes, you can just never see whats the behind the problem you seem to be facing and you only believe in what you see. Then there are others who stand looking at you and the problem. As much as you're being told whats standing behind the problem. You're just never going to fully believe in them because its the blind spot you can just never see. Then there comes to two options. Either the person continues to persuade you and help make you believe. or the other alternative is to give up on and walk away. It shows just how easy it is for you to give up, so why give up but yet keep up with the challenge. One wrong decision can lead you to the place you've never thought ever in ending up in.

In the big world, is the place where it can make you can feel ever so alone

Simply the way I want it

Sunday today, meaning Monday tomorrow and Monday tomorrow means School tomorrow. And when we talk about School, means we talk about what a load of shit it is. I need more hours in a day and less subjects in a school day and less and I mean way less assignments due on the same freaking day and it all being summative's. Yet, you may sit there and say 'Well, If you paid more attention to the amount of work you have and spent less time boring yourself into space. You wouldn't have such amount of work to do'. In that case, you suck. Cause you're not me so you wouldn't know :)

I've spent my whole weekend on work but luckily I've been able to slip on time slots for family as well which isn't too bad after all. I'm in the mood to go camping. By camping, I mean sleeping in tents with pillows and sleeping bag and cooking canned food under a camp fire. Wouldn't that be quiet lovely.

Here is a list of a few things I want to do.
1. Eat Yum Cha at Star House
2. Try out the Bread Top in Adelaide
3. Eat in at Sugar Bowl and Waffle House
4. Go eat Outback Jack with Hoa Nguyen

Meh, came back to my senses and I think I should get back to Maths Studies now with my test coming up Tuesday. I hope you all had a lovely weekend and a lovely time with those who you hold close to your heart. If not, there's always tomorrow :)

Can't wait to see you next Friday ♥

its a bright new day, for bright new things

Once again, I've managed to find some spare time on my little hands and decided to change the layout of this post. I think its time for a change, to move away from the past and make my new mark towards a bright new day, filled with bright new things. I want to continue walking into a brighter road on the high way.

your mum's a clown

I promise myself, that I will try new things and not be afraid of it :) I've come to a list of many things I see all the time yet I have never had my own experience of it. I feel disappointed within myself when I come to know that there's things and so many things I haven't yet been able to do. So, every day's a new day and yet, I'm not going to let it come to waste ♥.

explore the world :)

When you think about it, there aren't many of those who still stick around. I'd seem to miss you a bit .. the fact that you use to be some one I can just come talk to about shit in life. When something silly happened in the relationship. When I purely just want to bitch about someone. Though, there's no one to blame but myself to where we are now.

I'm sorry