So, why hello there gorgeous. Thanks for popping by and reading this shit I'm writing up today. At school was casual day, like seriously. Casual day on a Thursday - most stupidest thing ever! D: Why not make it Friday so then everything will work out perfectly. But anyway, the weather was dreadful today - it wasn't sunny, nor was it extremely pouring either. But, I hate this weather.
I hate to be feeling this way. Its horrible. I don't know why I'm feeling this because I can't simply just come up with even one reason towards why I'm feeling this shit. Trust me, its horrible. The feeling of knowing the existence of a person. I want to get over all the shit that's happened and just simply start over.

- University Open Day

Photopost, details when I get time around. You can probably understand anyway. I had an amazing day today! (L)

Friday 13th, yesterday. Today, Saturday 14th. I have never been someone believing in the myth of the "unlucky" day of Friday 13th. I've passed it every other time it came around with nothing bothering me. Yet, this year. It came 'round differently. Yesterday, was rather a normal casual day for myself. Nothing too great, yet nothing to absurdly upsetting either. Till late that afternoon, I felt so destructive. I broke down, well, emotionally inside. The feeling wasn't too great, it felt different since I can always brush things off. I don't make any sense. I know, but eugh. That's more than enough for now. Seriously. Get over it.

Today, Saturday. I've been dreading the weekends all week now. I don't know why because I don't have much plans but I longed for it to come. So here I am, sitting and typing all away from all the shit following me yesterday. Because, I promise myself and my fellows that today, tomorrow and any day I'm going to be happier, and better! Sounds lame, but oh wells. We have University open day's this weekend and I've been tagged along to coming. Will be going to both UniSA & Adelaide. I've never really been to a university before, so I'm quiet pumped to come up around this time :) YOU!, yeah you. Live in Adelaide? A senior? Better come along :P

Retreattttttt baby!

Okay, as you maaaaaay have slightly noticed that this blog is overflowing with pictures and shit. Well, they're photos taken on this year's awesome retreat. We can all agree that this, has to be the best retreat of all or so far. Bare with me, I just couldn't resist not uploading a certain photo. So here's an overview of it. Trust me, there are lots more that I want to upload and show you all!

Our Year 11 Class.

Mea Chau, Telithia Ha, Tien Phan, Sarah Phan, Hien Nguyen, Andrea Tran

One of the tasks was to draw out our hand and then write the name of the person who've always been there for us through everything and anything. My person was Hoa Nguyen (&, here you can now see the it) Thank you for everything, you're the bestest! Mind the ring though, it was just an extra bling:P

Truc Anh Vo, Sarah Phan

- I love her, so much!

An Tran, Sarah Phan, Tien Phan, Hien Nguyen

Telithia Ha, Hien Nguyen, Tien Phan, An Tran, Sarah Phan

(Our last couple of hours there, this was considered to be our family photo ;D)

An Tran, Sarah Phan, Telithia Ha, Hien Nguyen, Tien Phan

An Tran, Sarah Phan

(Yes, our obsession towards that huge ass tree baby ;)

Sarah Phan, Mea Chau, An Tran, Andrea Tran, Tien Phan

Tien Phan, Sarah Phan, An Tran, Hien Nguyen, Mea Chau, Telithia Ha

Telithia Ha, Tien Phan, An Tran, Hien Nguyen, Mea Chau, Andrea Tran

(Our so called "Gossip Girl" pose)

Hien Nguyen, An Tran, Sarah Phan, Telithia Ha, Mea Chau

(After like many attempts, we had a sucessful "jumping" one)

Telithia Ha, Sarah Phan, An Tran, Hien Nguyen, Tien Phan

(We were over the moon about our dorm/unit :D:D:D )

Telithia Ha, Sarah Phan

Our group photo (missing Thao Le)

Click & read, tells you all about me :)

the poooooooooooooooor weather D:

Hello hello :D Sunday today, the day where God said was considered to be the "rest" day. Instead, today was packed with work and things to do, and places to get to. I woke up today earlier then I would usually on a weekend because I had tutor today to make up for the Friday that I didn't attend as per usual. So, tutor was at 2.30pm today and since today was a weekend and buses take a hundred years to come by so I decided to leave the house at 12 - head to town and then head off to tutor. The bus decided to take more then a hundred years to come then take me to town. It took me an hour to get to town when usually it would just be 20-30 mins! D: Horrible.

I decided to check the weather to be safe with my outfit and it said "cool with late showers" and the degrees was 15. So, I decided: Jeans, t-shirt, cardigan and scarf. Then when I got to town which was 1noon it started pouring T_________T" Thank god, that I had spare time so I went to food court and bought something to eat since I haven't had anything all morning. Then I just shopped around till 2. I felt like Hudson's hot chocolate but annoyingly, the store near my bus stop was closed, so was cibo. So I had to walk all the way from Grenfell st back to Myer Food court just to get Gloria jeans (Which wasn't even that nice afterall ==")

Being stuck in the pouring rain, the cold wind and barely any layers of clothing ... I missed you. I secretly hoped inside you'd suddenly show up and just come and cuddle upon me :( It felt miserable being alone in that poor weather, missing you. Yes, I did. I kept my hopes up even though I knew you'd never show up. &, I know I shouldn't have. Sometimes, I wish we could just ... I don't know. I don't want to blabber on about you. When you just can't simply be there for me.

I ended up being 25minutes later towards Tutor. I had to walk like 10 extra bus stops in the pouring rain because I had caught the wrong bus :( Yes, I had a very bad day. But anyway, arriving at tutor was the best feeling ever. No more rain, more warmth and feeling secure.

I hope you're all having a wonderful time and make the most of everything. Cuddle in bed, with a hot chocolate and your loved ones. What more is there to want.

Home sweet home :)

Okay, so Welcome back to Sarah :) I don't really know if this is the right thing to be doing at the moment, now or ever. I've been a bit loose on my own mind lately, and I think its been more then a week now since I needed that "time off" on my own to set things straight. I guess, it has sort of but then its brought up some other things as well. Butttttttt, I didn't want you guys to be left waiting alone too long. I did keep my promise on being updated by all these amazing blogs I follow. So anywaaaaay, A lot of things have happened lately and I don't think I can talk them all out in one single blog but here I go.

Latest things first I guess. Yesterday, from Thursday till Friday afternoon. The Olsh Year 11 crew went on a 2day and 1night retreat :) I mean, omgggg I can go on and on about it but I'll save it for till I get the photos on hand and share them all too you! :D I had a fantastic time for the girls and all the other people. The food was delicious and everything as well. When I got back, I slept at 4pm Friday afternooon all the way till 10am Saturday morning :\ Like seriously?! :L

mm, Friendships? I guess, that was one of the main thing that's been in the "changes" lately. I've lost some, and made some new ones. Realized, whose always been on my side, who'll always be there for me no matter what happens. Even if, life doesn't always let them to be. They'll always stick to my side or just be my friend no matter what. I feel like, I want to tell you I miss you. I really do, but you hurt me, as in really did hurt me. I want to just forget it. But every time I see you - I just can't face you and smile and pretend like nothing happened instead, I just tear. Tears from down that you will never see (hopefully).

Anyway, moving on. I don't really want to talk about those unhappy things. I'll be back frequently on blogspot now. Hopefully that'll be a good thing for some people :L I'm pretty much all the time on Tumblr so join me there because its such an awesome place :) Hear from you guys sooon hopefully :)
With lots of happy love.