#;56 (8) back in the futuree

rah rah rah (: hey there my lovely peeeps!
long time no hear? i guess?
im sorry its been a while i've blogged but its because alot have been happening
and im still trying to all take things in?
but its good that everythings sorted out now.
i havent had much happening
what about you?
hope you've all had a lovely holiday, catch up and eat and do homework
(i havent done any of mine >_______<")
but, i do have a good excuse?
i've had a cousin come over that i've mentioned in my previous blog
its been yonkkkkks! that i've seen her
and so we've done some good catching up (y)

jsut a quick blog cause i have some time
i really gotta start pulling myself together for school again
no more late nights and late mornings ><"
dammm, i've got school tomorrow
wasnt a school today cause i was sick
.. and the run didnt make things better

did anyone get scared by the thunder happening last night?
.. i surely did T______T
(but surely thanks to him for being there for me while i talk nonsense and falling asleep on you)

#;54 rain rain pour pour

wishing a happy happy birthday to my lovely boyfriend and Jessica
hope you've had a lovely day

i've had a rather lovely day today
1. Wished a happy birthday to him
2. Visited Thai, Lindy and Anner at their Work Experience
3. Watched the movie 'Up' with him
4. eat donut balls! (they werent that nice but it sure tasted rather goood)

just a quick post, gotta go now
hope you've all had a lovely day.

#;40 Lift me up, and show me how wonderful life can be

I really hate this weather,
i dislike winter.
I am no winter person.
Yeah maybe i have mentioned it in my previous blogs
but the cold just makes me more lazy for school then ever
The first thing i do after realising how mnay miss calls Hoa tried to get me up with T____T
-is actually wipe a clear patch of frost off my window
and hope that the sun is out
if it is, my mornings wouldnt turn out dreadfully bad,
but if the sun isnt.. dont even talk about me wanting to get out of bed

I've successfully survived my first week of term three
Its only been the first week
and there's stacks of homework already.
I've finished my first design assignment,
but i had to hand my book up today.
So i couldnt show my design.

I miss my summer dress,
I miss the sunny days'
I miss him
I miss the beach,
I miss the running icecream.
I really miss my summer days.

I havent blogged for quiet a while,
because i've had so much homework,
i've barely had to read.
I've just managed to finished my book Stargazer - Claudia Gray
She is an amazing author.

I am so happy that everything can be like normal
I know we all try so hard for this to be,
but i am so glad, things have finally settled :D

That's all for tonight,
Im going back to my maths woodville homework (:
goodnight &sweetdreams beloved.
-xx

#;39 it'll never be the same, no matter how hard we try

Remeber the globe i mentioned a couple of blogs ago?
the one in morning glory, and it makes a tune?
well he got it for me for our 1year &1months ^_______^
and now i can hear it all the time and let my imagination run wild?!
sounds good to me.
I had an awesome day today (: thanks guys, you really cheered me up.
Just a few snapshots i took from my dodgey phone camera
due to cause i couldn't find me camera charger and my camera's flat :S

Hoaa Nguyen &Thai Trinh

(background, Hienn's bunk bed full of pinkness!)

We baked a chocolate mud cake with chocolate icing which was so goooood ^_____^"
Thai called me a pig cause i got given a bigger piece then himm. :P


Bullet Cans! i swear they are the most cutest inventions from the Soft Drink company.
we had a sculling competition, it was funny. cause in the end, everyone just stood there trying to burb all the gas out.
Simon won with Trung closets!


We had a total of eight pizza's ordered between us people.
I was practically starving.
Anner wouldnt shout me foood so i was starving till like three T______T"

In the morning, my dog woke me up by sitting on top of my tummy.
He looked so cute when i got up looking a bit grumpy so i took a photo of it.
^_____^

Just in quick memory of my win against him in Reversi,
after being owned by him about 100 times? O____O"
yeahh i suck. =="

I watched Harry Potter and the Half Blooded Prince today ^____^"
to be honest, and not trying to spoil the movie for those who havent,
i personally thought it wasn't as good as the previous movies/ it wasn't as good as i expected.
But i may be different from you and think differently cause we all do.
I dont think there was much action in it, but the effects were brilliant i must say,
thats all about it before i ramble into the whole movie!
-
Emma Watson is a freaking hot as chick!
I swear, she's all grown up now and so hot ^____^"
i must say, even my boyrfriend told me he thought she was hot ;D

Thai, i though have to mention here was such a fat pig!
fat = we sat next to each other and he practically took my whole half of my seat!
pig = he finished most of his popcorn before the movie even got the middle =P
after practically running the whole O'Connel street,
yeahh maybe for you it isnt much?!
but for me its a different story ;D
-
So i was half dead by the time i reacher Picadilly,
then i met some old friends whom i havent seen for yonks!
Long &Billy ^________^ -good to see you again mates. xx
It turned out that half the cinema's was StDomnians, and gdpters.
so it was all coool ^________^"

I havent like seen my gdpter friends for like yonks now
i missed them so freaking muchh T_______T
stupid family, wouldnt let me go anymore!
-
At the mention of all the above,
we went to Hienn's house today,
whom lives in WOOOPP WOOOP!
but yeah, after bussing it, then training it, then running up &down the stairs (when we could've used the lifts T______T) and then bussing it and then walking it again (sound long aye- well it muthachucking was!) we arrived at her house ^____^

I must say, i had great fun, also because i got to spend the day with you (:
-
There's no point bring it up again,
everytime we do, we just cry our eyes out,
your not going to be able to change anything you've done.
We all cant do anything about it.
Yeah okay, it doesnt feel good.
but who am i going to complain.
Its changed and its gone to that,
dont promise me you'll change it and tell me you can
because im telling you here that you cant,
You've put me down alot of times for saying you can and you will
im tired, i dont to fight with you again

-
You think it doesnt hurt me as much whenever i witness every scene of you,
i just want to hold in and be strong.
For your sake, and for mine.
You wont ever understand how i feel
because i don't even understand myself.
And sometimes, because of just Sarah;
i will break down and cry and be weak.
But i'll be able to fix it
its just short term.
-
Dont feel the guilt and tell me you'll change.

so please, dont bring it up anymore
dont promise me something you cant do
Don't promise for the sake of it
cause a promise means alot of me.
Even if you think your hippicritical (how ever you spell it) your not going to do anything about it.
We all, us, will just have to live with what we created
and no, its not your fault that we're like this.
Its' no ones.
Im just sick and tired of the whole problem situation
please, just let time do the telling.
-
'it won't be the same again, no matter how hard you try'
-
goodnight my blogreaders,
i hope you've had much of a fantastic day as much as i did.
sweetdreams &enjoy whats left of your holidays.
-xx

#;37 Open that door, and see the light

Yes, my love for you is endless,
and i've never doubt our relationship
be strong, and believe in me.
I want to be strong and prove you right
Help me, by smilling,
nothing makes my day more then just seeing you smile.

I want it to rain,

When your by my side,

We could dance;

Or hide under a tree and be together,

and I'd pray inside that the rain would rain endlessly

In place, just me and you.

I was just browsing through http://lookbook.nu/
and i saw some fantastic inspirations,
Lovely girlies.

Torunn - Be Careful about what you step on

A Perfect dress for a winter stroll ^_____^
Looking really warm,
Which comming to the fact,
I need to put on a Jacket before i freeze to death
All good nows (y)

Torunn - We'll be singing old tunes..

Zina, Last Days

I thought i also might put up an acknowledgement
My blogs, at times are inspiration Anner has given me.
Thankyou Anner.

'Your not just my friend, Your my family'
-Anner Vo.

There's just times where you feel worthless,
it could be a feeling someone has given you,
or just a feeling you sometime feel inside
when things go all wrong.

Then you forget about everything,
and feel like your the only one left in this world,
no one wants you, no one needs you,
and you think, for them to ever notice you now
is for you to be gone .. forever.

Well you wrong!
there are people who love you
who'd give up everything just for you to smile,
just for you to live and be happy.
Be who you are,
the world has its positive sides,
and yes, also negatives.
But really, its just how you see things,
Negatives arent always negative.
Try seeing it from another view,
from a more happier view.

Just,
Slow down,
stop;
and stand back.
then take a look at things.
and when you need a shoulder,
need more tissues,
need to complain, or even sulk about something
call me, im not that far away,
just a phone call.
Even if its 2am in the morning, i'll happily wake up and stay up just for you.
Let me be there for you, and dont push me away,
because i want to be there for you.

I've completely lost track from Anner's quote up there,
During those times,
its friends and family who mean most.
You've still got one or the other and even both at the same time.
call them, mssg them, mail them.
They'll be delighted to hear from you

' and its during those times,
those who you thought dont give a shit,
actually mean the most'

(i actually need to get on back to reading my books,
They've been lying on the shelf untouched T_____T)

And here, I'd like to wish Tony getting better from his illness very very soon &enjoy whats left of the holidays. :D (f)

thats all for tonights blogreaders.
xx

#;33 im dead tired, *frowns

Just thought i might make a quick blog before i head to bed,
its late and ususally I'd be in bed by now.
but today, like i said yesterday
i'd make the most of my holidays -with my Design Assignment
and i did too.
i woke up earrlier then yesterday,
but not preferably 9 o'clock, 10.30?
better then 12?! i know.
then i started with my design layout,
and it actually hit me this time
I got started with the letters and everything
and by this time today
i've actually completed more then half of the assignment
well done to sarahh,

My backs aching like crazy,
and my hands hurt, cause i've been writting and typing so much
not to mention the fact that Hoa left me for most of the day today
whilst he was out T_______T"

then i came across the picture up top
and it cheered me up after a dead tired, busy day
thats all for today
I hope you've made the most of your day too.
goodnight &sweetdreams
xx

#;32 Im sorry, come back

I just received an email from my internet provider saying im going to be capped soon D:
thats so unfair. capped already?
you muthachucker!

'Im with you, even when the rains' hard'
That's the title of the photo above i saw when i was browsing the net
It gives me a really warm feeling,
and reminds me alot of him ^____^"
who'd always give up anything and everything just for me.
Thank You.
babe, i miss you so much

It also reminds me of the time we were in Melbourne
and it rained,
i've never seen rain that hard,
then the time in Sydney how we saw it rain so hard,
that it hailed D:
two most memorable moment relating to rain with me (:

I've been waking up really late these days,
later then I'd usually wake up
didnt wake up till 12o'clock today .. the weird thing is that i didnt even sleep late T_____T"
Poor Hoa, calling me up to wake me up
and having to put up with me wishing for another 5 or 10minutes
but everytime, it always turns out to be like another an hour
.. today, it was two hours!
*shakes head*

Need to start waking up earlier tomorrow!
be determined! and honeyy, stop letting me sleep in
I havent been making the most of my school-less days
sleeping in, movies, cousins, friends, eating, reading!
thats all I've been doing
*shakes head*
This isn't good enough,
i hope i have a more creative day tomorrow,
so my bloggs' wont be as boring as they are ):

jsut another thing,
remember about the globe i mentioned a couple of bloggs before?
we'll according to Hoa,
he saw some couple bought it away.
and now its gone ):
so i can never have it again.
THATS SO NOT FAIR!
*hmmff.
but oh wells, I've still got the globe,
that Lindy gave me for my birthday,
thanks Lindy. xx

and,
Happy 16th Birthday Au Nguyen,
hope you had a great one babe :D

I tried to get started on my Design assignment yesterday night,
but i got no where
my train of thoughts takes it long ass time to get to me!
so when it does get to me,
I'll show you when im donee ^^

thats all for today i guess,
hope you've had a better day then i did
goodnight &sweetdreams..

ps; As i wake up in the middle of the night.
I heard tapping noises upon my window,
which is opposite my room
I walk towards it,
Seeing a hand,
tap tap tap..
I soon realised that the hand is not on the outside, tapping
its inside the room,
and its still tapping upon the window ..

#;28 NO MORE MUTHACHUCKING SCHOOL ^^"

today was the last day of term two. yayers (:
meaning no more school for another two whole weeks ^_________^"
isnt that awesome? *nodds!
i got my report for the term today,
it wasn't as bad as i expected but not as good as i wanted?
.. yeahhs i do have high expectations with myself

i really honestly, couldnt wait to get out of school today
it was pretty excitting as for that fact i got to see Hoa today

EXPECT FOR THE FACT!
Ms Knight, my year10 coordinator
caught the boys (Hoa, Thai, Martin, Minh) waiting for me at the back gate
so she asked them who they were waiting for
AND THEY TOLD HER!
Ms. Knoght: who are you boys waiting for?
boys: .. sarahh?
Ms Knight: Sarah Phan? Year10?
muthachucker she even knew it was me when there are like hundreds of other Sarah's at olsh =="! what did i ever do wrong *msn fist icon .. (Goshh i love that emoticon)
so then she went inside and told infront of the whole class that there were boys waiting for me,
and everyone just stared .. awkward muchh?!

anyways, then we went to town ^________^
and i saw Long Lu,
havent seen him for yonks!
he's changed so muchh
love you heaps (yn)

Hoa bought me a Lipton Mango IceTea today,
to wish me to get better from my sickness,
LOL! how cutee

Lessons six and seven we had a maths test,
Indicies,
it was so gay and lame,
i did pretty bad at the Woodville maths for it,
so my aim is to try and get a better mark then the one at Woods.
hope i do well yeah?

Hien Nguyen &Sarah - Evernight &Before I Die

I recommended the Evernight book to Hien cause she barely reads
and now she's loving every bit of it D:
its no suprise that we have to take a photo of us and our books *GRINNS!

and i seriously cant wait to watch the new Harry Potter movie
im so excited for it ^_________^"

thats all for tonight ladies &gents
hope you enjoy your holidays &stay safe
-xx

#;23 is it really worth it?!!

Jessi and Sarahh (:


Michelle and Sarah (:

firstly, i just might like to acknowlegde the fact that i miss my cousins very much -Jessi &Michelle who have left for a holiday to Canada, America, China and Vietnam

IS IT REALLY WORTH IT?!

Is it really worth trying and going through all the problems just for that person
for you to persist and be determined?

you just want something to be normal
-like the way they have been

.. but the more you want to push it away the more they come back?

each time stronger and more hurtful?

Why cant everything just fall into place?

like how we were when we were young?

nothing more then just friends?

we can play together, build sandcastles?!

(well maybe thats not the case but you know?!)

and they want to just go there path?

a path that will lead them to eternal happiness

their future, but it also means you, giving up you

but even when you know that its the right thing,

it just makes you want to be with them even more?!

and when they do lead their own way, nothing will be the same anymore.

and you know that,

which doesnt make it any less confusing then it already is,

and you probably have no idea what im rambling on and on about =="!

you liking someone?

and not knowing if they feel the same,

and it doesnt help when your a person who falls when times get tough,

be strong, even if it means risking everything

when there's nothing left to do part from letting time tell.

if suffering slowly and make life shitty-er then it already is,

then why not just take this straight foward?

even if it means you might be regretting it?

and heyy, who doesnt live life with no regrets?

if its going to make you be able to move on

to whats waiting for you ahead, then why not?!

I dont want to watch you fall and then catch you!

i want to be able to help you, guide you around that fall

and yes, you'll learn from your mistakes

but i dont want to watch you fall,

it hurts me as much as it hurts you

and trust me on that!
(this goes for the two people i love the most! you know who you are =="!)

and you reading this,

might think im wrong,

im silly. think whatever you like,

because this is what my thoughts are

and this is who i am

dont set yourself back,

do what you want to do

before you 'die'

wouldnt you want to do and complete all your dreams and wishes?

for you to see that all the times of hopeing,

it actually happened,

dreams can come true

life is short,

make the most of it .. while you can!

.. its you who draw that smile upon my face

the one who brings light on my dull days,

the sunshine on my cloudy days,

the one who sets my heart racing a million times faster!

.. do you not understand?

Don't give up!

why give up when you know there are all these people around you

who love youu for who you are!

and for a happy cheerful finish,

welldone flora for finally finding my blog

and just to piss him off. a photo of hoaa nguyen(:

thy whom i lovee :D

..honey dont kill me okayy? *grinnns ^___^

#;21 my heart beart races when im with you.

He picked me a rose today from my rose garden on the way home and picked out all the pricly things, and my very own little Guess Who Game from Macca's for passing my exams (even if i didnt do very well D:)

I started reading my book last night, Evernight - Claudia Gray and its getting pretty good ^_______^"
i was browsing through this magazine last night,
and it advertised about this book,
and it looks really good.
so now my next book outlook is going to be
Envy - Anna Godberson
Mahattans' most envied residents appear to have everything they desire: Wealth. Beauty. Happiness. But sometimes the most practiced smiles hide the most scandalous secrets ..

Enough about books,
i must've bored you out with all my fasination about books;
today i had a good day, did you?
I have been a little naughty girl
-cause i havent been doing my homework for the pass week or so ><"! my hands get cold, which makes me not to want to do anything except, snuggly warmly under my blacket.

HOMEWORK;
1. Maths Chapter 11 Indicies
2. English Gramma Worksheet
3. Science Element Compound Essay
4. Religion Youth Church Worksheet
5. Design The Design Process

At the mention of my design homework
My new semester electives are IPP and Design
im so excited for design ^______^"
this semester, we're including on doing Interior Designing
yayers; ^____________^"
i cant wait !

i got my maths studies DI back today,
marked by Mr. G
and i successfully got an A :D
thats another A for mee (:
i promised myself that i'll try harder next semester
and i plan to achieve not straight A's cause i know i'll never get there
but at least more A's then this semester's report
(knowing that this semester wont turn out too pretty T____T")

today, a thursday, was a great day :D
i saw him today, because he had an interview at 5.45 so he decided to come see me ^____^"
we went to this park AND i got to climb this tree.
with great success i climbed 1/4 of the way without falling :D
-another thing that made my day was that
me and him discovered that that tree had a structure of a bum on one of the branches!
and so i was coincidentally near it, i got called a perve.
i would've taken a picture of it to show
but i couldnt really be stuffed.

and now i should really get to my homework,
but before that honeyy, my ideas for your birthday are so exciting that i cant wait to get a start on it ^_________^".

thats all for today, my beloved peoples
goodnight &sweetdreams.
-xx

#;19 what keeps me strongg

happy birthday to little lady,

Mandy Lam for yesterday.

and now,

happy birthday to little big boy,

Cuong Bui turning 16 today.

http://www.michels.com.au/pages/menu/index.htm

michele's patisseri

good evening everyonee, hope yous all had a lovely day
i certainly did.
my day, was just as a little girl going to school
and so on and so on.
not much to write about
i got my sose exam results back today
and i achieved a beautiful A :D
my exam results ranking are as follows:

sose. english. maths. science

Im sort of lost in my writting,
i've been sick for a couple of days,

with the madest headache, and non stop coughing.

turns out my cousin had swine flu,

so i hope he gets better soon (f)

my blog today, is dedication from the heart to the following people
it wouldnt be the same without them,
they've always been there for me
through all times. (such as when i failed my exams T___T")
people i admire for the strength to stand up to things,
for never easily breaking down
those, who help me up at times i just want to sit and cry
so i thought i might give them a public acknowlegdement.
there are lots of great lovely friends i have,
infact all my friends are like that;
just these people, stand out from the crowd in my little eyes.

http://jrdn88.deviantart.com/art/you-mean-the-world-to-me-94798336

You mean the world to me - Jordan

ladies first yeahh?
like i've mentioned in my previous blog

Nguyen Thi Ngoc Hien
i dont think i've ever met anyone,
who could be so opposite to me but can become a bestfriend;
she's nothing like me
we think opposite-ly (if thats a word), we like differently things- that are usually the opposite each other
we have opposite emotions,
but nothing can actually seperate us
and i know, no matter what happens-
Sarah Phan &Hien Nguyen would always be the same

Nguyen Thi Ngoc Hien

Now Lads?

Nguyen Duc Hoa
its not only because he's my loveing boyfriend,
he's wanted to not only be a boyfriend of mine, but also a best friend,
and he is!
he's always been there for me,
someone who i could always tell practically everything
who'll comfort me when i need him
who'd just listen to me rage when i need to ragee >_____<" (okay, yes im not that innocent little girlfriend you think i am) you have showed me teh deffinition of love
im sorry, i havent been all what i should have been.
but i have improved so far .. right?
(8)love you like i always do~

Nguyen Duc Hoa

Trinh Thai Hoang
You hardcore poser much?
thankyouu,
honestly, i was so scared of you when we first met
but as days went by
we've been such a tight bond.
now that your everything of a brother to me,
i couldnt be, without you
even though, there are people out there who think we are more then what we really are;
it doesnt matter, because i know and that you know
we're the most loving brother &sister there ever could be (yy)

Trinh Thai Hoang