Jessi and Sarahh (:
Michelle and Sarah (:
firstly, i just might like to acknowlegde the fact that i miss my cousins very much -Jessi &Michelle who have left for a holiday to Canada, America, China and Vietnam
IS IT REALLY WORTH IT?!
Is it really worth trying and going through all the problems just for that person
for you to persist and be determined?
for you to persist and be determined?
you just want something to be normal
-like the way they have been
-like the way they have been
.. but the more you want to push it away the more they come back?
each time stronger and more hurtful?
Why cant everything just fall into place?
like how we were when we were young?
nothing more then just friends?
we can play together, build sandcastles?!
(well maybe thats not the case but you know?!)
and they want to just go there path?
a path that will lead them to eternal happiness
their future, but it also means you, giving up you
but even when you know that its the right thing,
it just makes you want to be with them even more?!
and when they do lead their own way, nothing will be the same anymore.
and you know that,
which doesnt make it any less confusing then it already is,
and you probably have no idea what im rambling on and on about =="!
you liking someone?
and not knowing if they feel the same,
and it doesnt help when your a person who falls when times get tough,
be strong, even if it means risking everything
when there's nothing left to do part from letting time tell.
if suffering slowly and make life shitty-er then it already is,
then why not just take this straight foward?
even if it means you might be regretting it?
and heyy, who doesnt live life with no regrets?
if its going to make you be able to move on
to whats waiting for you ahead, then why not?!
I dont want to watch you fall and then catch you!
i want to be able to help you, guide you around that fall
and yes, you'll learn from your mistakes
but i dont want to watch you fall,
it hurts me as much as it hurts you
and trust me on that!
(this goes for the two people i love the most! you know who you are =="!)
(this goes for the two people i love the most! you know who you are =="!)
and you reading this,
might think im wrong,
im silly. think whatever you like,
because this is what my thoughts are
and this is who i am
dont set yourself back,
do what you want to do
before you 'die'
wouldnt you want to do and complete all your dreams and wishes?
for you to see that all the times of hopeing,
it actually happened,
dreams can come true
life is short,
make the most of it .. while you can!
.. its you who draw that smile upon my face
the one who brings light on my dull days,
the sunshine on my cloudy days,
the one who sets my heart racing a million times faster!
.. do you not understand?
Don't give up!
why give up when you know there are all these people around you
who love youu for who you are!
and for a happy cheerful finish,
welldone flora for finally finding my blog
and just to piss him off. a photo of hoaa nguyen(:
thy whom i lovee :D
..honey dont kill me okayy? *grinnns ^___^
