just a little something once in a while.

'Bold' if true.

Appearance:
I have many scars.
I tan easily. (I already am :()
I wish my hair was a different colour.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I’ve had braces.
I wear glasses.
I’d get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.

Family/Home Life:
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I have children.
I’ve lost a child.

Embarrassment:
I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve snorted while laughing.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.

Health:
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I’ve had stitches.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve had surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.

Traveling:
Driven over 200 miles in one day.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras.
I’ve been to Spain.
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve been to France.

Experiences:
I’ve been lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from the internet.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten Sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.

Relationships:
I’m single.
I’m in a relationship.
I’m available.
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper. I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve been divorced. I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality:
I’ve had a crush on someone of the same gender.
I’ve kissed a member of the same gender.
I’ve had sex with more than one person at the same time.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve had sex outdoors.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I have had sex with a stranger.

Honesty/Crime:
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol:
I’ve consumed alcohol.
I’ve smoked a cigarette.
I smoke pot.
I regularly drink.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I’ve been addicted to an illegal drug.

u havent been blogging?

Mm, yeah I haven't. Because I emotionally don't feel "right" to be blogging anything. So, I'll be back when the times right and when I'm able to pull myself back together.

Ask Friends

cheeeesey answered 2 minutes ago

I don't want today to end.

I'm having a lot of thoughts running through my head at the moment but the weird thing is: I don't really know what they are. Like, my mind is constantly running around and around or up and down even. Just, I know its working and carrying along with it train of thoughts all over the place but when I control over myself, I don't know whats working my mind. Currently, I'm crazily downloading series of movie to watch because my internet's effed up. Its suppose to be capped but then its not and I'm not throttled so *shrugs. Who knows whats up with that crap.

Tomorrow, I intend to clean out my wardrobe like I've said a million times to myself already D: Like its so messy and all over the place. including my shelving and everything :$ I don't think my mother would be very happy if she comes back and I still haven't gotten my ass around to cleaning it. So that's off to the top of the to do list.

Not a decent post, I needed to pour some things out somewhere. :\ I have no idea.

Settling everything sooner or later

As you may have realized (if you're a regular visitor) that I have changed the layout of my blog. I was lurking around the blogger site last night instead of doing my homework - and I thought I might "update template" or something. I clicked it only to realize that I'm didn't save the old html template and most probably have lost everything including cbox, template, links etc. Yeah, at that moment of realization it was practically "Fml". But anyway, so I stuck to this. These are probably the new layouts I'm guessing? Its quiet fun actually, finding my way around settling everything and sorting all this editing out. Things may still be a little out of place but I'll hopefully get around to settling everything sooner or later.

As you may have realize, today is Sunday and that means tomorrow is Monday. It also marks the days of holiday breaks also ended. School for me, and most likely alot of other people start on Monday (Us lucky ones :L). And for others, they start tomorrow. My brother starts school tomorrow and so I'll be waking up at 7.30am tomorrow to get him ready and all. I also plan to get myself out the house tomorrow and visit the state library and actually concentrate myself hopefully and get my head around to doing lots and lots of homework tomorrow. Also because, I know I lack out at home so much and its not really going to help the fact school's at my door step. /sigh.

To Sara, You know there are so many people who love you. Life may be on the rough patch at the moment. We all go through that as a part of what's this called "Life". The backpack may be heavy and I'm glad you know even though it is, you've still got to continue to walk it. But you know, if you let others walk with you. It'll ease off the load. Don't block others out. You know I love you. xo

What else, I think you guys should all take care and enjoys whats left of Holidays. Yes, I know its not even much. This Holidays went by way too quickly right? Btw, since comments are back. I'd be much appreciated if you dropped one along.

LOL! Bored ass baby.

Grab a piece of paper. Go through your wall posts and list the last 21 people who posted on your wall, including Status comments. Do not list any repeats; simply go to the next name in the list. Then answer the 41 questions pertaining to the 21 names.

When you're finished, tag all 21 people on the list, so the cycle can continue.
If you've been tagged, copy and paste this information into a new note and follow the directions above.

1. Hoa Nguyen
2. Anh Vo
3. Martin Vo
4. Tuyen Le
5. Annie Pham
6. Genuine July (Julie Nguyen)
7. Wesley Tran
8. Long Lu
9. Jimmy Pham
10. Tien Phan
11. An Tran
12. Hien Nguyen
13. Thao Le
14. Telithia Ha
15. Noellene Nguyen
16. Sara Nguyen
17. Veez Tran
18. Brenton Lam
19. Anner Vo
20. Flora Vo
21. Dang Nguyen

How did you meet 1?
Lol, um. At youth camp one time.

What would you do if you never met 14?
I'd never would've had a friend that's been known for 10years of my life.

Would you date 20?
Hell yeah, she's hot ;)

Have you ever seen 11 cry?
Mm, I'm not so sure.

Would 3 and 13 make a good couple?
Oh lord, I wouldn't have a say in that! :L

Describe 9?
He's smart and the best guy! :D

Do you like 16?
YES! She's adorable.

Do you think 19 is attractive?
Yes, just can't keep away from her :L

When was the last time you talked to 15?
Sadly, Thursday on the last week of school term 2.

Would 7 make a good parent?
Wesley being a father? If he doesn't leave his kid unattended? Then yeah i guess.

Where does 19 live?
Um, not too sure about the address. But its a beautiful house.

What is the best thing about 21?
He's hilarious

What would you like to tell 10 right now?
You are a wonderful friend, and I'm glad to have you in my life <3

What is the best thing about 18?
So innocent and to the point :)

Have you ever kissed 3?
LOL! EW! He'd smash my face :(

What's the best memory you have of 8?
I convo's with Wesley Tran

When's the next time you're going to see 12?
Most likely to be Tuesday, next week :)

Is 15 pretty?
Absolutely, she's to droool for *droools

What was your first impression of 4?
Oh wow, she seems lovely. I think.

Is 13 your best friend?
She's a great friend!

Have you seen 16 in the last month?
YES! :D She goes to my school

When was the last time you saw 14?
Wednesday (on our suppose to be group day)

Have you been to 21's house?
No, I haven't. But I'd love toooo!

When is the next time you'll see 10?
Tuesday, first week/day back at school.

Would you give 5 a hug?
Of course! If she doesn't slap at my action.

Have you ever been to 17's house?
Nope, but once again. I'd loveeee to! :D

Do you know a secret about 11?
Do I?

Describe the relationship between 14 and 19?
Lol, I don't think they know each other

What's your friendship like with 5?
Normal? Being in all my classes (except Chem)

Have you ever danced with 18?
Surprisingly yes! At the School dance thing. :S

How do you know 21?
Um, through a friend.

Does 2 have a best friend?
To what I remember, one of them being Paul Trang

Have you ever wanted to punch 4 in the face?
LOL! NO! She'd kill me first.

Has 11 met your mother?
Lol, I'm thinking she probably has.

Have you travelled anywhere with 12?
Yeah, interstate.

If you gave 7 $100, what would they spend it on?
Himself!?

What's your best memory of 2?
LOL! Lots and LOTS of things! :D

What is the one thing you most want 6 to know?
That i very very very muchly love her! :D

What was the last thing you did with 2?
Msn chat.

When did you meet 3?
Um, years back through a friend :)

dSDJFSDF, oh god. Shows how bored I am. Found this through cousin's blog. HA/

The feeling of waking up to a nightmare

Has my posts been a little too long? Personally, I don't like the thought of short posts :( Because, I don't know, I guess I feel unsatisfied with just simply short blogs? I, myself can't seem to post short blogs because, when I post them I feel upset with myself. Now, I'm not saying that I haven't ever posted short posts because I clearly have. But yeah, I just prefer not to unless its necessary. Okay, now I don't even know what I'm rambling on about :( Never mind about me, the iced coffee's getting into my head.

Today, I woke up once again I woke up with a sudden gush and just about to hop out of bed thinking I've got school and the feeling that I'm megaly late. I mean seriously, has anyone been in my position? Minutes later realizing that I'm actually on holidays eases my mind and I put myself back to sleep. I've always been an easy sleeper, anywhere really. I'm not fussy. But as I've said lately from my previous post that I get this uncomfortable and uneasy feeling at night that even though I'm drop dead tired. I can't seem to fall asleep. I don't like it. Its the feeling of waking up to a nightmare and its killing me :( I'm hoping that it'd go away soon.

Before school starts again (which is: still keeping my count, another 3 sleeps away) I'd like to do something. I just get that feeling, the feeling that I want to do something but I'm really unsure of what to do :( I hate myself for this. I wish I'd be more strong about my wants and not wants. For some reason, I just suddenly missed everyone of those lovely faces of people at school and I want to see them soon. I guess that's the up thing about school.

Hopefully, this wasn't too boring for you. Sorry, I'm such a bad writer D: I'm going to settle myself with a magazine now. Oh, I've decided to get contacts :D:D:D:D So, I'm quiet excited for them. But I doubt I'd get them anytime soon because now Sandy has to go order them for me. But, I honestly can't wait :) Take care lovely people. Drop a tag below. I want to hear from you!