The trembling deep down

That uneasy feeling inside you, that tells you like somethings wrong - but when you come to think about it .. nothing seems to be wrong. I have that feeling. A feeling that i feel in which only needs that little spark to set the whole forest on fire feeling.

The thought scares me a little, maybe a lot. I like to blame this on school. Maybe im just way too nevous for year eleven that is slowly but still approaching soon. D:

You may have noticed I've stopped numbering the blog posts - simply because I always get it wrong .. way ahead or way back and always having to come back and edit it. Im simply not going to give a shit about it and just tittle the blog post. Simple and easy aye?

Back to what I was talking about before, I have an eager to find out what it is. Whether it may lead me towards downfall or else where. Im very conscious towards the things around me. I've learnt to look at someone carefully and learnt that life isnt always on the positive side of things. .. haha, how de sound? When i try to figure something out, my little mind starts to wander all the way back :D

Im atm clearing files and shit I dont need on my computer cause NY new start? haha, thats what I always say. But anyway, enough said, i shall be heading off movie-ing nows.

See you guys sooon

when the truth reveals

HELLOOO SWEETIES :)
As from my previous blog post - today is my nineteenth month, as long as it does sound .. It feels like .. not that long? but then again, its just a Sarah thing again.

As freaky as year eleven sounds, Im actually quiet scared at the fact there's only just under two years till I actually finish highschool. Some reason, year eight moments kind of rushed into my head while i was just blanking out today. And I thought about the fact I had five years to be at Olsh. And now time just flies like crazy.

I didnt have much sleep last night cause for some reason i just didnt seem to fall asleeep =_____=" im not developing a very good habit for when school actually does start aye? HAHA! Im always getting parentals complaining about this fact. This year one of my NY is trying my best to not come late to school as much as I did last year xD
everyone: WOOOOO - I doubt thats gonna happen D:
Sarah: :\ .. We'll see? :L

Gonna go eat pho now. see you soon

#;104 until next time i see you again

Ha! Im here blogging again :) How have you guys been lately hm? Adelaide weathers hella crazy- it was all like an oven outside yesterday with the temperature in the high 40's and today its like pouring rain. I dont like the rain, as romantic and lovingly it can be, it just disturbs me so much. Like today, planning to go out and it just has to rain. So here i am once again- stuck at home!

School starts in less then 2 weeks, and boy am i pretty nervous about my upcomming senior years. It was good to have that chat with my dear ol' friend Loc about his schooling years. It helped me come more relaxed about it, there's plenty of more study years for me to come along so might as well live the best out of it? How are my 2010 year 11 and 12s copeing? .. Do well guys.

Im really planning on taking back my Piano lessons again because somehow I've been missing it so much and i eager to play it again (L) but thats all just planning. Did i tell you guys that my mothers making me tutor now? See, this proves to you that im not maths genius. HA! once agian, im happy that im in my blogging mood again - just its all about random shit.

Im loving the summer season though, shorts and tee (L) there's just so much things out there i want .. Need to start making a wish list. Im loving these Sunnies though and i eager to get a pair :D

Short blog, till next time sweets

#;97 dont let the time fly past so quickly

hey there again muthchuckers :)
miss me?
.. cause i goddamn miss you guys loads
I realise that there isnt a tagboard nor a comments section
and im sorrryy, i just dont know hwo to work it? or add it in
Tagboard just somehow would not work =\
Im working on it! no worries

For the past few days all I've been doing is
Movies, Msn, Eat, Cousins Place and Shopping
and and Getting ready for Sydney and Kth
i bloody miss my Kth peeeeps so much (yn)
So im really looking forward to seeing them again

Not much to write, just felt like blogging
sorry that my posts has beeen so mehh lately
catch up soon
x

#;81 home, sweet home

I feel like a little something sweet
how about youu bake me cupcakes or a cake even?
Just finished eating the typical asian thing, pho
which was aweeesome :)

As much as i should be at school at this time
and not on blogspot keeping you guys like this
causeee i woke up late today (not that late)
but mumm said i might as well just stay home
.. cause mum's awesome like that (y)
so thats the story to why im still here
and not in my uniform at school

How have you guys beeen?
Thanks to Kim, i would link you guys to him
but im having trouble fixing my blog thing
.. for commenting / tagging into my tagbox (y)
awesome of you mate :D

Sorry guys, my blogs havent been that 'thoughtful'
I think my train tracks have been driving in smooth edges
so there hasnt been much i could express about
though im not sure if its a good thing or a bad. looooool

how cute are these little cakes?
like the one above and the one bellow
Maybe i should tryy baking one of those one day
and i'll seend you one yeah? :L

hmmmm, im just so tired at the moment
andthis is just one of those other daily blog i guess?
rah rah rah, i have work experience next week
im so excited in a way but im scared in a way?

I'll try for another better one sooon
off to uncles house soon
till next time :)
xx

#;26 check check, and more checkings :D

i've finally got my work experience form signed and handed up (:
i gave the place my first ever visit today
its quiet a decent place,
but its funny how its in the same building as some lawyer
.. and architect place and a lawyer place?
never imagined.
i met my coordinator "Charles Simpson"
he's a nicee guy, hope i'll have a great time whilst on work experience
and i hope everyone else who's doing work experience this year,
has a great time too :D

After that, i gave some of my shops a little browse through,
i absolutely adore these boots from globalize!
they were so hot ^________^"
so thats going onto my shopping list :D
then, i saw this adorable globe from Morning Glory in the Myer's Food Court
its a globe, and if you turn set it on the bottom, it moves and sings tunes :D
its soo cutee (: i really want it!

isn't it so cute? -cant help it but take a quick snapshot of it (:

well i caught the bus home today,
with my next door neighbour who goes to Blackfries.
as we were happily walking,
heavy rain started pouring down.
so we both got caught in the rain,
T____________T"
.. yeahh walking with your boyfriend in the rain is hella cute,
but when its not and your in your school uniform soaking wet
.. i dont think so baby!
so now im stuck with a cold,
i've been sick for the past week with minor sickness,
and now this, im feeling so dreadful!

"bunnings' warehouse, lowest prices are just the beginning ;D"
random much sarahh?!
it was on though .. i've always loved that ad,
it was the first ad i've ever knew of, off my heart (:

i should be starting my homework soon
i've got quiet a few to do tonight,
i feel like a cuppa tea / coffee (:
all warm and delicious
it'll keep me warm for a while

thats all for tonight
goodnight and sweetdreams sweethearts.
-xx

reeerrhhh =="! ( rah?! )

okay so.. must i remind anyone whose reading this..
it is NOTTT sarah..
it's anner * the one thats noted below.. & waits for everyones presents to roll in =P.

well.. as you have heard about the party of Tien's & i's
IT ISS NOW SOLVEDD & noone needs to worry anymore about it!!.
we have decided that its a joint party & EVERYONE will be there * glares at sarah.

* anner overly stresses
whose going.. how much is it.. transport!? * sighh so many calculations?!
so many people.. about 20-30 people in total?! like PWOAHSSS An's family takes up like half of the people already =P
i kids i kids.

* breathes.. i need to sort this out & i need to DO PLP!!!
ill DOOO YOU in a minute as well if i have to ;D
..* breathes heavily.. its all nearly sorted out. now i just need RSVP's!!! * grr's
* rubs eyes. i am soo tired.. need more sleep
* slowlyy falls asleeep. =s

so the plan is that.. everyone says that im awesome.. & thenn.. they are allowed into the skating ring.. (: * muahaha's
i think its time for anner to go.. (:
byyyyeeee everyone!! * winks
see yaaa sooon. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx