Sunday, October 25, 2009

#;61 do you remember, that one day .. back then?

Summer's finally kicking in
with these fairly hot and windy weather
i felt like another blog before i hit the beds
im actually trying to succeed in downloading this serious of drama for a friend
and currently, im doing quiet a good job (y)

i actually quiet like this weather
even though it has brought me my second ever hay fever
well, it was really but i'll still consider it

i havent been up to much today, nothing special
yeah, i thought i said in my previous blog that i get to spend soem time on my pile of homework- epic fail.
I had some family time today, eating and more eating?
so i got up to nothing,
and plus, my fridge isnt working
so we had to take everything out and god, the kitchen was full ><"

Last night i felt pretty shitty for some reason
i got out of bed for no reason a million of times
annd currently sitting here with a cold

everyone around me has their own life problems to deal with
they dotn need to add another shitty one of mine
-but just saying that; i dont even know my problem

im asking myself this specific question a lot lately
but i sure cant come to an answer
i dont know, its quiet complicated
or rather, im just making it complicated
there's always this option that i can just turn away
and carry on with my life, the way its going
but thats just how life is, you want what you cant have

i dont know what i want
im turning myself towards all this shit again
god sarah! just stop all this and face it
*breathes out
dont mind me rambling on about all this shit

goodnight ladies and gents
i shall fall asleep nows.
takecares; xx

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